Lessons, lessons... I refuse to write and email, or even think about it.
Okay, so... If someone lies about you to someone else, is it not correct that technically, you should be able to lie about them to that same person? HAH!
*grins* Let me tell you a story
of a girl named Abby,
and the trials contained therein.
Someone who shall remain nameless, because they know who they are, told a lie about me that was inconsequential and usually I wouldn't care. Unfortunately, I'd also heard that this person told several other such lies to/about me, which I had shrugged off, uncaring. But... this last lie, now that was for pure self-benefit and had absolutely no basis in truth whereas the others might have, no matter how miniscule it was. So, in other words, it was this lie that finally broke me down and made me angry.
*smiles* Me being me, a perpetual equalizer, I decided it was time to give this nameless person a taste of their own medicine. So... I told a lie that was fortunately, based in truth (even if it was all in my own head), to a person who kept in touch with the nameless one, a person who I knew would pass the message on to the nameless One. And so it occurred. The message was passed, the Nameless One got it.
Now, the Nameless One is angry, as well they should be. Unfortunately, they think nothing of why this might have been done or the reasons that might ahve caused me to do such a nasty thing; I don't usually go around telling lies about people, no matter who they are, or how much I like/dislike them. It's just not my style. So... To this Nameless One, I give a message: Get mad, but understand why. And, if you still cannot forgive, then you are small-minded and not worth the aggravation of worrying about it.
On a more personal note... Yes, I do worry about this issue, as it might upset a friendship I value, but no, I will not be the brunt of lies and manipulation. So... Take it as you like, and call me when you have a settlement, or a decision- either way, I would like to be notified. Good night!
Saturday, November 02, 2002
Friday, November 01, 2002
HAH!! Brie... I love you girly!!! You are so frieking cool, I can't stand it! Why can't I be that cool? Huh? LoL Man... I love meeting new people, or getting to know old acquaintances better. It's a blast! And Tara went out with Dave? I knew she went out with A Dave... but which dave is was, was beyond me... That's so funny!! hehe But... hah. *chuckles* I need to call and yell now... It's time, hehe
*arches brow* I really hope that some people realize jsut how pissy I am right now... Brie thinks this stuff jsut glances off, and I take it all in stride. I do, but damn... I remember shyt said about me. Arrogant!? Of course! How dare they think I'm not! LoL I am the sweetest of bitches out there... simply ebcause my brain doesn't work fast enough for me to be a nasty bitch. LoL Need to talk to Brad. Time to call him and see what's up. And then it's backto Mr. Burmy... I need answers. I'm going to get them tonight. *smiles* Night!
*arches brow* I really hope that some people realize jsut how pissy I am right now... Brie thinks this stuff jsut glances off, and I take it all in stride. I do, but damn... I remember shyt said about me. Arrogant!? Of course! How dare they think I'm not! LoL I am the sweetest of bitches out there... simply ebcause my brain doesn't work fast enough for me to be a nasty bitch. LoL Need to talk to Brad. Time to call him and see what's up. And then it's backto Mr. Burmy... I need answers. I'm going to get them tonight. *smiles* Night!
Wednesday, October 30, 2002
Oy... Running away from home. I miss the good ole days, when you didn't need to worry about strangers picking you up in the middle of the night and stealing you away from everything and everyone. hah. We still needed to worry about it, jsut not as much as we need now.
Either way. I was reminded of a subject that I had been hoping to express my feelings about earlier this year, today. Natural Disasters. So... Welcome to my world.
Do animals know when natural disasters are going to happen? I mean, I know Burrillville had a minor earthquake earlier this year, September or thereabouts, and on that very morning, jsut before I felt the floor start to shake, my dog was barking at it. Hmm... Intersting. Is it like dogs that bark supposedly, when ghosts or supernatural beings come around? Makes you wonder why, if all supernatural beings' stories are false, why the dogs always bark... Common links make me wonder.
Roight. Halloween's tomorrow. I'm trying to figure out what's up, but at the moment, I'm clueless. *sighs* I need a ride one way, and something to do between times... It's all so confusing. I'm jsut gonna call Erik and see what's up on his end, then I'll get to missa and see what she's got cooking. *rolls eyes* Though I do beleive that the Spanish group over her house will have her whole attention... Minus me, of course. *snarls* My mummy said no fun today, because I'm still "sick." Granted, I will still be feeling not so well tomorrow, but I refuse to miss out on treats and tricking... hehe And besides, I'm not contagious anymore, just not feeling up to par. So... I'll be out there in the mobs, prolly wondeirng why the hell I'm doing it, but... Oh well. LoL.
Either way. I was reminded of a subject that I had been hoping to express my feelings about earlier this year, today. Natural Disasters. So... Welcome to my world.
Do animals know when natural disasters are going to happen? I mean, I know Burrillville had a minor earthquake earlier this year, September or thereabouts, and on that very morning, jsut before I felt the floor start to shake, my dog was barking at it. Hmm... Intersting. Is it like dogs that bark supposedly, when ghosts or supernatural beings come around? Makes you wonder why, if all supernatural beings' stories are false, why the dogs always bark... Common links make me wonder.
Roight. Halloween's tomorrow. I'm trying to figure out what's up, but at the moment, I'm clueless. *sighs* I need a ride one way, and something to do between times... It's all so confusing. I'm jsut gonna call Erik and see what's up on his end, then I'll get to missa and see what she's got cooking. *rolls eyes* Though I do beleive that the Spanish group over her house will have her whole attention... Minus me, of course. *snarls* My mummy said no fun today, because I'm still "sick." Granted, I will still be feeling not so well tomorrow, but I refuse to miss out on treats and tricking... hehe And besides, I'm not contagious anymore, just not feeling up to par. So... I'll be out there in the mobs, prolly wondeirng why the hell I'm doing it, but... Oh well. LoL.
Tuesday, October 29, 2002
Roight. I'm sick, sick sick! LoL I fell asleep today during the two hour period that I usually talk to Brad when I stay home... and then woke up just in time for nothing to be on TV. Typical. *grins* I love my luck
Yeah... supposed to be at Missa's right now, but she told me not to bother when she realized jsut what was up. She didn't want a Barf-fest at her house, LoL Brennan, I gotta give you some kudos for that phrase... Kick-butt! LoL
I ran away from home once, with my suitcase and my yellow blanket wrapped around my neck. I then took off down hte road, and actually made it a good mile before my dad's friend picked me up at the side of the road and brought me back home... Maybe I am lucky, huh? I remember what my excuse was, too, for running away. I was going for easter egg paint... in the middle of October at 1:30 in the morning. *shakes head* Funny thing is, I look out the window now at 10 pm, and blink, wondeirng how, as a five year old, I braved the darkness and coyotes, and now that I'm 16, I'm desperately afraid of the dark. Real frelling hilarious, huh? LoL j/k
*sighs* Okay... My bum has hurt all day because of the muscle aches that you get with this sick-bug, and thank god, stupid me finally remembered to take some flu meds, so now it doesn't hurt anymore... LoL
But, I took night-times, so... I'm gonna be zonked out in minutes. I remember once when I was talking to Brad after having taken these things, and he was astounded that I managed to make some sense an hour and a half after I took them... Whatever... I'm going to bed... Tired, unwanting to die, jsut yet... No extoplasmic gun, Craig, please... I'm already dead. Give it up.
*sings along to Meredith Brooks*
"Yestreday you saw me cry... Must've been glad to see the soft side.
I'm a bitch I'm a lover.
I'm a child I'm a mother.
I'm a sinner I'm a saint.
I do not feel ashamed."
"Tomorrow I will change and today won't mean a thing."
"I'm your hell, I'm your dream, I'm nothing in between.
You know you wouldn't want it any other way. "
"So take me as I am, this may mean you have to be a stronger man."
Yeah... supposed to be at Missa's right now, but she told me not to bother when she realized jsut what was up. She didn't want a Barf-fest at her house, LoL Brennan, I gotta give you some kudos for that phrase... Kick-butt! LoL
I ran away from home once, with my suitcase and my yellow blanket wrapped around my neck. I then took off down hte road, and actually made it a good mile before my dad's friend picked me up at the side of the road and brought me back home... Maybe I am lucky, huh? I remember what my excuse was, too, for running away. I was going for easter egg paint... in the middle of October at 1:30 in the morning. *shakes head* Funny thing is, I look out the window now at 10 pm, and blink, wondeirng how, as a five year old, I braved the darkness and coyotes, and now that I'm 16, I'm desperately afraid of the dark. Real frelling hilarious, huh? LoL j/k
*sighs* Okay... My bum has hurt all day because of the muscle aches that you get with this sick-bug, and thank god, stupid me finally remembered to take some flu meds, so now it doesn't hurt anymore... LoL
But, I took night-times, so... I'm gonna be zonked out in minutes. I remember once when I was talking to Brad after having taken these things, and he was astounded that I managed to make some sense an hour and a half after I took them... Whatever... I'm going to bed... Tired, unwanting to die, jsut yet... No extoplasmic gun, Craig, please... I'm already dead. Give it up.
*sings along to Meredith Brooks*
"Yestreday you saw me cry... Must've been glad to see the soft side.
I'm a bitch I'm a lover.
I'm a child I'm a mother.
I'm a sinner I'm a saint.
I do not feel ashamed."
"Tomorrow I will change and today won't mean a thing."
"I'm your hell, I'm your dream, I'm nothing in between.
You know you wouldn't want it any other way. "
"So take me as I am, this may mean you have to be a stronger man."
Monday, October 28, 2002
Wow... Ally hasn't ridden in 2 months and more. That's not good. She's the one by which I judge my own riding times by. But, at least she finally told Dru to stuff it and do her own frieking chores... I'm very proud of the girl, Very proud! Go Ally! All the more power to ya!
*sighs* More Erik-ness. Yes, I ran into a dilemma today, but yes, I reufse to talk about it. Check in secret blogger. Oh wait!! Notice the key word there, S-E-C-R-E-T... As in, no one else knows about it. *grins*
Anyway, I went to work, had a rather boring afternoon, except for the whole dilemma part, and now more questions that I have to ask his Burmyness, that I decided to hold off, ebcause I needed to think. So... yeah. I'm jsut about done now.
Eh... right. Gotta go call Ally now. Dun bother me!
*sighs* More Erik-ness. Yes, I ran into a dilemma today, but yes, I reufse to talk about it. Check in secret blogger. Oh wait!! Notice the key word there, S-E-C-R-E-T... As in, no one else knows about it. *grins*
Anyway, I went to work, had a rather boring afternoon, except for the whole dilemma part, and now more questions that I have to ask his Burmyness, that I decided to hold off, ebcause I needed to think. So... yeah. I'm jsut about done now.
Eh... right. Gotta go call Ally now. Dun bother me!
Sunday, October 27, 2002
Grounded. Doncha jsut love that word? Now I know what Missa feels like. Every other day, I hear it. "Grounded." Just figures. *shrugs* Hey, ya know? There's absolutely nothing I can do about it, and even if there was, I wouldn't. They really did owe me that groundation from Wednesday, and I got off. So, even if I'm not owed it for last night (which, technically, I -can- see their point... sort of.), I am still owed one. So... Maybe this one will be for real, and I won't know that I can skip groundings every time that it happens to me, so I will take them seriously. *rolls eyes* Fat Chance.
I get my license in a week! Yay! 7 whole days, granted, but... we're getting closer! And after I get it (Hopefully I will pass... *crosses finger*) I'm going out. I don't care where, I'm just going out. Taking the girls and heading for the biggest event that's happening at that time. (Anyone else know that this will not happen? Besides me, of course?) Eh, maybe I'll just go to the barn and play with Dan an extra day that week. Just me and the girl, hanging out, having fun. I like the sound of that idea... Anyone else? Nope, didn't think so! Anywho...
Halloween night... Trick or Treating!!! I cannot wait! Excitement! Excitement! LoL Gonna get tons of candy, fill up some pillowcases and have a grand ole time doing it! Yay! So... yeah. *blinks*
So...yeah. I can't think of anything else to spout off about... Gimme ten minutes. I'll get my spouting powers back. Standing on a mountain peak in the middle of a blizzard, naked. *grins* There is at elast one person out there who should know what I'm tlaking about, lmao!
I really do wonder though... How long would it take for you to freeze to death? Would you be frozen so fast that you could be like... those ice age people who they're thinking of cloning? Could be kind of neat, because by the time they'd find you, most probably, it would be 50 or a 100 years from now, and cloning technologies would prolly be perfected. *arches a brow* Now -that- would be a bit friekish.
Hi. My name is Abby Guy, I live on Black Hut Rd. What!? There's two layers of houses on where!? There is no RI? There is no USA!? We nuked it 40 years ago in the war with -------!? WTF!!!
Yeah... I'm pretty sure it would be a bit friekish.. Unless of course, you had absolutely no idea who you were, and jsut kinda... came out with the same physical features. *shrugs* Eh, who knows? I'm not the cloning expert in the family... More into Ebola, thanks!
I get my license in a week! Yay! 7 whole days, granted, but... we're getting closer! And after I get it (Hopefully I will pass... *crosses finger*) I'm going out. I don't care where, I'm just going out. Taking the girls and heading for the biggest event that's happening at that time. (Anyone else know that this will not happen? Besides me, of course?) Eh, maybe I'll just go to the barn and play with Dan an extra day that week. Just me and the girl, hanging out, having fun. I like the sound of that idea... Anyone else? Nope, didn't think so! Anywho...
Halloween night... Trick or Treating!!! I cannot wait! Excitement! Excitement! LoL Gonna get tons of candy, fill up some pillowcases and have a grand ole time doing it! Yay! So... yeah. *blinks*
So...yeah. I can't think of anything else to spout off about... Gimme ten minutes. I'll get my spouting powers back. Standing on a mountain peak in the middle of a blizzard, naked. *grins* There is at elast one person out there who should know what I'm tlaking about, lmao!
I really do wonder though... How long would it take for you to freeze to death? Would you be frozen so fast that you could be like... those ice age people who they're thinking of cloning? Could be kind of neat, because by the time they'd find you, most probably, it would be 50 or a 100 years from now, and cloning technologies would prolly be perfected. *arches a brow* Now -that- would be a bit friekish.
Hi. My name is Abby Guy, I live on Black Hut Rd. What!? There's two layers of houses on where!? There is no RI? There is no USA!? We nuked it 40 years ago in the war with -------!? WTF!!!
Yeah... I'm pretty sure it would be a bit friekish.. Unless of course, you had absolutely no idea who you were, and jsut kinda... came out with the same physical features. *shrugs* Eh, who knows? I'm not the cloning expert in the family... More into Ebola, thanks!