Heh... I'm a dope. I think I like a short kid. Like... shorter than me, kid. LoL But... He's very talented on hte piano, and very cute. In a short, I-dress-in-black, kind of way. Anyway... Enough.

I'm jealous.
I wish I had a talent... People say I have a talent for animals, but really... Where cna that get me? It's not like I can read their minds. They just... behave for me. Really! When I used to work with crazy horses, I could usually get closer to them than anyone else, before anyone else. For some reason, we just... connect. When I'm with a horse no one else wants, I just... calm down. For some reason, I can breathe. It's like I've found a kindred spirit, maybe?

I'm so... everywhere all at once. I can never calm down, breathe, chill out. Unless I'm so tired, I can't even think, and even then, I'm not really able to focus on anything. Then, I'm too tired to think of anything. But it's different around the horse the no one wants. And it's like I'm attracted to them. I'm decent with reading body language, so I must be able to see them shrink back, or whatever, to alert me to their presence. i can always pick out the one horse in the barn no one likes. ALWAYS. Same with dogs, cats, guinea pigs. And for some reason, I can finally calm down enough to observe, analyze, and act. I swear they trust me becuase I put so much trust in them, they don't dare let me down. I do the stupidest things with horses no one would even go near, like riding them bareback or without a helmet- Things I recognize as stupid, but still do, becuase I trust them enough to ask me when things go wrong. And... they always do. So far. *shrugs* Maybe they jsut realize I'm dumb and they need to protect me more than themselves? LoL