So, I have a new edition to my SB... Amazing, huh? I haven't written in there in so long, I felt like I had forgotten it. But... it is for only the things that would really get me in trouble on here, or that I jsut don't feel like putting up for the world to see. So... It's a bit of both.

Anyway, I cleaned my fish tank last night It was funny, me and Kate rnning back and forth from the bathroom and whatnot, catching fish in plastic cups, cleaning the stones from that green gunky shit, and then cleaning the tank with our dish-sponge. "Omg... I wanna puke so bad."- Kate.

"How many poeple wanna kick some ass? I do! I do!" Stroke 9 rocks my zox! "How many poeple sick of holding it back? I am! I am!" "How many people wanna kick some ass? I would but I'm really jsut a sensitive artist, portraying as the hardest, I'm really not one of the smartest."

Um, so... Details on hte updates I gave earlier this week, or whenever. I told Cat to go shove it up his ass, I told Jeremy to go fuck himself, and... I told my brother to get some help. Making friends all over the place. Actually, I really just brought some peace to my perspective. Cat hasn't spoken to me since, which I expected. But, becuase I'm a sucker and can't stand to have people I love mad at me, I sent him an apology ecard (It was so cute, I couldn't resist.), but refused to get an acknwledgmeent about whether it even got to him, so... I could have given the wrong email addy. Who knows? LoL I kinda hope I did. I really am done with him. He hasn't been on my phone since Novemberish, and honestly, I haven't seen him since December. Who needs friends like that?

Jeremy, Jeremy. What to say about that? Well... I'll reiterate some feelings I spoke about a certain other person I know. "Less of a friend than a bad habit." It seems that since college, he as become more arrogant than I can stand, and whereas I used to put up with it, I've grown really intolerant. I can't stand his pompousness, and though sometimes I really do like him, it seems that even those few moments are ruined becuase I'm waiting for him to be a jerk. Not worth the frustration.

"Some dance to remember, some dance to forget."- Eagles

ugh... I ost my train of thought. Cya time to study AAAAAF

The drama is pretty much over now, with a few exceptions, mainly that people have a rela hard time believing me when I say that Valentine's Day is no big deal to me, either way. Like... I understand it's a Hallmark holiday, and becuase of that, I jsut don't get real excited. Granted, it was kind of a disappointment to get my only flower from the lunch lady, but eh... whatcha gonna do? I'm destined to be the catlady. LoL

I don't understand boys. Can I jsut say that? I mean, okay, here's the deal. I liked this kid Scott, more as a friend than anything else, just to begin with, but he was like, Hey.. .I don't want a girlfriend, so I shrugged it off, since I had already known, and was content to be friends. But now, whereas before he would IM me and we would hang out even a tiny bit, now he will barely look me in hte eye. What is wrong with boys!?

Is it me? Is there some scary Amazon gene showing itself after? I mean, I know I'm not the smallest girl ever made, far from it. But I mean, I'm not totally hideous, and I'm not like... cruel or dumb, it's just... Like, I swear guys are afraid of, or hate me, or something. A blow to my self-confidence.

Just ridiculous. And I jsut wanted to get that down, because it's kinda been bothering me. And I feel like a stalked trying to get him to talkto me again, but maybe I should jsut ask him, go for the completely blunt approach? Ugh... I hate being clueless.