ABIGAIL
A	is for	Altruistic
B	is for	Bubbly
I	is for	Important
G	is for	Gorgeous
A	is for	Animated
I	is for	Insane
L	is for	Liberal

What Does Your Name Mean?

Ever have that feeling where everything is so sad, becuase you never did half of what you should have? It's kind of what I feel like when I read through my yearbook comments and everything. Half the people I didn't like, I didn't know, and the other half, didn't know me. And that was the problem. I'm really quite sad that it took me this long to grow up and get some sense of self.

I was looking through all the notes people left me, and I was really sad when I noticed that the people who I absolutely used to -love- hanging around with, becuase they were funny, or jsut plain weird, I don't hang around with, and the one person who I thought was the biggest idiot ever, I turn out to love like a bro. A retarded, know-it-all, Pain-in-my-ass, I-will-never-be-there-for-you, bro, but one nonetheless. One whom, I'm sad to say, I think I'm outgrowing. More on that in the SB. But honestly, I wish I'd known Dubey better in HS, and I wish I had more confidence in myself, then and now, LoL

Anyway... It jsut made me sad, and it made me remember all the people who died, and all the things that I loved and hated about it, and... well, jsut plain nostalgia, I guess.

Have you ever been so completely mind-boggled with such a new completely different way of seeing things, tha you jsut need to sit down and contemplate?

That post was soo.. small. I've been having a great time lately. I have friends, and not ones whom I have to depend upon for anything, jsut people to chill out with and enjoy their company. I have a pair of sweatpants that are long enough to wear at a level appropriate to sweatpants, and I've got a new perspective on things, thanks to my, "back to being pals," bro. I love you Cat, always have, always will. You're just so damned.. different.

On saturday, I get to defend my rough-tough(-creampuff?) SB, from the scary closet monsters- Love those nights!!- ie. sit up all night eating kettle corn and watching girl movies, fall asleep on hte couch and wake up really late, then go to Panera for breakfast/lunch. Hot dawg, what could be better!?

Hmm. I jsut re-added this link to my profile, so perhaps I should clarify the last post for someone who might decide to explore. No worries, I really don't care. I'm so happy to know so many different people with different experiences, I can always fall back and find someone to help me out wiht an opinion or whatever I need. Thanks to Naomi and Meagan, you two are my angels. Meagan- I can't wait to see you over Christmas BREAK!!!! YEAH!!! WOOT!

Hahah... thats enough for now. I'm in suhc a good mood. Maybe it's my anarchy/peace/love/crazyness tanktop that's making me happy? heh