Saturday, June 21, 2003


EARTH is your chinese symbol!


What Chinese Symbol Are You?
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Boojyah... Another quiz result, brought to you by the wonderful Abby!!! Whoop! Now, if that doesn't basically sum up what I do in life, I'm not entirely sure what does! LoL

Okay, so... Today was looking to be a real easy day, with not much going on, and not too much stuff overlapping. And then I remembered one more thing that dive-bombed the fly into the ointment, sending it splattering all over everyone and everything, ruining any further plans I might've had for the day. Unfortunately, I only get one a week, so the riding lesson stays. Which means that... I'm going to be late for my aunt's party which was scheduled for 4. (Funny... same time as my lesson. Hah. hah. See me laughing? No? Hmm... Funny thing about that. I"M NOT!!!!!) Okay. Bad, but... not permanently bad. Then... Sherri Turcotte's party at 6 or 7... better be 7, because I'm not showing up till Christine(who, did I mention I was supposed to be at her house by 7?) decides whether she might/might not be going. Now... Do you htink we could just... stretch out all this good stuf... Like, lesson or party at 2, then head on over, at a leisurely pace, because Abby's car is basically broken, and we don't want to see her stranded on 295, to her auntie's house, or wherever the occasion is? OF COURSE NOT!!! LoL So, I figure I'm just not going to see my aunt for another 3 months, and well... I'll jsut cry about it later. (Yowch... That sounded harsh. I really do want to go to my aunt's party, but if any of you knew me as the horse-fanatic that I am, you would know that riding lessons come before anything else. Including family functions, friend functions, personal functions, and jsut about anything else in my life. So... *puts a finger-gun to her head* Shoot me.)

But... If anyone wants to go with me this morning, because this all depends on whether I can get my car fixed or NOT!!!, to get my car parts, I'd enjoy the company. No takers? hah. Big surprise, LoL Ahhh.... I suck at life.

LMAo... So, about that quiz. You thought that was the end, huh? hehe No sireee... I mean, really. Wouldn't everyone want to be earth? We seems to be the best of everything! LoL Nice, yet with that edge of mischief that is constantly tinting our creations as more and more colorful!!! Seriously... Wouldn't everyone want to be a trouble-making little brat? LoL Trouble? Me? hah. What would the world be, without a bit of mischief? BORING!!! hehe.

Friday, June 20, 2003

Yuck. I'm trying to plan a party, and I got the opkay for dates last night, but now that I look at the calendar, the "job calendar", I'm wondering what the hell I'm doing. I have a charter from 6-2 pm on July 12th, the day I was planning on having the party. So... I could still have it that nihgt... and prolly live till the enxt day. But oh god... I'll need a nap. But anyway, I beleive that's going to be the date. *shrug* So I'm a bit tired. I'll get over it, I suppose. But, the real cluster fuck, and the reason why I'm forced to do this, is that Katie's having her aprty the week before... so that's off. and next week, my parents are coming back from their vacation, so there's no way in hell that's happening. Eh... anyway, i'm off to go set up that page some more. ttyl!

Thursday, June 19, 2003

*rolls eyes* Wow... that seems to be the only thing I can do at the moment, the only thing I can muster up enough strength to do. for soem reason, when I went running this morning, I was completely "off." I couldn't get my stride right, I couldn't get my pace right, it was jsut all screwed up! So, I only did 2 miles, if that! *shrug* Eh, whatcha gonna do? So, anyway...

Juice, sorry man about being a bit harsh in my blogger. I kind of hope you don't read this anymore, because I always wait to write down the good stuff, preferring to keep it and svor it, after the fact, and always write down the bad stuff exactly when it happens. So... in effect, the good stuff is watered down, and the bad stuff is stinging fresh and still making my blood boil. So, anyway, I'm not really mad, jsut... well, I was. It hurt, and you need to know that. But really, I jsut need to learn how to be catty back. *grin* Won't that be fun!!! LoL

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHRIS!!!!! Yo man! I would have tried to go over and sing happy birthday to you today, but... well... I got grounded for going over last night. *sheepish grin* So... hehe Oops? Did ya end up going swimming?

So yesterday. Heading down to Pawtcuket was wicked fun... Except for when Jeremy was kinda making me feel a bit awkward by him and Lindsey just... doing their thing. But, beyond that, I had a ton of fun. Shea is just like our school, basically, except that there are a lot more black guys. Who all stand in circles on the front steps and have little Burrillvillian white girls shoved into them by other Burrillvillian/Pawtucket white girls who are trying to avoid the other group of black kids who are fighting on the front steps. But, jsut say you're sorry and smile a sheepish smile, and you can get out of any mess, I suppose. At least, it worked yesterday, thank god.

Matt, I luv you! We've finally found someone who you pick on more than me!! Lindsey!!! Yay! And Sherri Turcotte has an appointment with me on Saturday night, where LGLF is playing her grad party, as I found out from Chris yesterday. A 12-string guitar.... Oh man, who's going to be over your house more often? Oh wait! That'd be me!!! LoL I am so happy for you! Seriously, I thought I was going to cry yesterday when you told me. I was jsut so happy for you! LoL I'm such a dork. Anyway... off to the library! cya!

Wednesday, June 18, 2003

Bro home at 2, had a great time waking up to rents screaming about how much of a jerk he was... Mom had to work today and whatnot. So... yeah. All's the norm in hell, LoL

Tuesday, June 17, 2003

So, I'm doing fine. I feel a bit down after last night, and the fun that was poked at me, but hey. Ya know, I have an asshole ex-boyfriend who seems to need to make people feel worse so he can feel better. Fun fun! Beyond that, my night was awesome with me and Katie hanging out for a while, going to the gazebo, then finally heading over to Chris's where I did not have that much fun, but did enjoy hanging out between "beatings."

So, am I overly easy to pick on? I know I'm not good at snappy comebacks, I never have been. But why should i have to be? I ask questions the way they come into my ehad, and sometimes I mean to be stupid, jsut so i can make poeple alugh, but other times I'm trying to be serious. If people weren't looking for ways to make fun of me, they might actually try taking a moment to think about it, and answer me instead of jsut pissing me off. It's kind of always bugged me. I know I act stupid sometimes, maybe even most of the time, but do people really need to, every time they see me, crack some joke at my expense? You know, I have feelings too, and they can get hurt.