Saturday, September 13, 2003

I'm so tired... LoL The charter today? OMG. Shoot me. The guys were okay; a bit too quiet for my tastes, but one of them was really hitting on me all day, and I don't know about the rest of you girls out there, but when a 40 year old man decides he wants to hit on a 17 year old girl for 8 hours straihgt, it's a bit unnerving. But anyway... We caught a few fish,

(This part written Sunday morning) we got really thrown around in 6-10 foot waves, my hair got blown to all hell in the 15-25 knots winds, and... *blink* I'm not quite sure how much more you want to hear about this. It took us 3 hours to get home from Block, whereas it usually takes an hour... That should give some of you an idea of the shyt we went through. As usual, I slept on all the rides, out and in, up in the flybridge. As if it weren't bad enough that every few minutes I had to hold myself on the couch, there were wave guts splattering through the crease under the windshield, so i had to cover up with the waterproof canvas. *groan* A really nasty day.

And now my shoulders and legs hurt. I think, and i can't beleive I forgot to mention this on Friday's blogger, but I think that I may try to become a runner for the cross-country team. I'm way behind, which means I'm going to have to play a nasty game of catch-up. But anyway... my legs didn't hurt on Saturday even though I must've ran a good mile or two on Friday, with a few breaks... *grin* But, even so, I was proud of myself for even keeping that up. Geez, I haven't run in 6 months, what do you expect!??! But now, after the day of, "Oh man... Is that wave coming -in- the boat?" And, "Whoa. I'm on my butt... Standing a few seconds ago, and now I'm on hte floor. What's up with that!?" my legs and shoulders hurt.

I think, if we move out of Jamestown, I'm going toreally miss only one person, and beleive it or not, it's the restaurant owner that works down the street. Now, if that doesn't say much for the people of jamestown, it shouldn't. I haven't seen one piece of evidence that anyone first off, Lives there, and second, if I do see them and know them, they're assholes! *shrugs* I dunno... I thought maybe it would change if I were seen aorund town a few times, said hi to everyone, and was nice. Well... *shrugs* Hasn't worked yet! LoL Maybe I just need to try harder!! Oh yeah!! *is in a wicked good mood, no worries*

I talked with my dad about the whole Tuesday thing, and well... Hey, it's SBlogger TIME!!! Whoop?

PS. I think I need to mention a few thing son here that previously I didn't mention because well... *shrugs* Jsut because.

Thoughts to Others
You know... We had problems, and I think our main one wasn't what we decided, but communication.
I really wanted you to come to my track meets. I was proud of myself, and even some of my friends showed up, why couldn't you? I think that hurt more than anything else, even the fact that you didn't even give me a card for my birthday (I can understand that beause you took me out all day. But a card? Is that really so hard?), or the fact that (and this sounds so stupid, please bear with me.) I really would have enjoyed a green carnation on whatever day it was, that they were giving them out.
And you didn't tlakto me about the things we had to talk about; if there were one thing that I'd say we both need to work on, it'd be that simple fact. *grin* Not jsut you, me too! Look, I made a rhyme! Yay!

So, anyway.. 'nuff 'bout that.

Friday, September 12, 2003

PS... Joe doesn't brush his teeth and jeremy's a super humongous jerk. *smirks* Funny convo's in math. When you can actually think enough to be funny, because Ms. MOSHER WORE OUT YOUR BRAIN with STUPID CALCULUS!!!!!!!!!!!

Things stolen from Ling's (Lynchey!!!) Profile before hse gets rid of them.
The magic of our first love is our ignorance that it can ever end.
I don't want people to love me. It makes for obligations.
The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.

"Hey Abb, isn't that your car?"
"Yea.."

You can always start liking someone over and over again but you can never stop loving someone
~thanks kerri!
You know, I was talking to katie the other night, and we had a grand old conversation about what's happening in B-ville, mainly in Abby's life, because I can't see into other's lives, but anyway... we had a grand convo. As I sat there and talked on the phone, I decided that I was going to make a book when I get older, a book of all the things in my bloggers. These things're long enough that I could even probably make a sequel! yay! So, instead of jsut publishing all the things that everyone sees right now, I'm going to publish the SB, too. And if I can help it, no names will be changed, so everyone can see what they were missing out on, becuase everyone knows that I only write about things that are going on in my life.

So... good idea, bad idea? LoL I think it may be one of those ideas that comes and goes, but on some chord way down deep in my soul, it resonates loudly. I read a book, or started to, got kind of bored hearing about this other girl's "vampire" roommate. I think the narrator was psychotic or something. Delusional. *shrugs* Whatever! ("I want a freaky guy, somebody jsut like me, someone who understands, jsut what a player needs!" A changed version of Shaggy's Freaky girl! YEAH! "I want you to meet me wherever wearing jsut an overcoat and hat." I'd do that... Kinda scary! Lol ) Anyway... I've read books of teens stuck in the Holocaust, which are so thoroughly depressing they're potentially suicide-causing. I've read books of neurotic teenagers in boarding schools who think they're roommates are vampires. But, hoenslt,y I've only read fiction stories of a tennager's life. Like... a more mainstream dealie of a tennager. Someone who could fit in with the normal teenager life. And though, yes, i don't relaly fit into that category, I do have to say I ift better than the others who write about their lives. Kinda scary.

PS. Kraig K. is HOTT. Stupid, maybe, but very funny and very HOTT. *nods* Whoa. LoL And also... Who hte hell am i going to get for a date to hte Senior Prom? Prospects jsut aren't looking good at this point of the year.. Good thing I have about 3 months left before I haveto seriously start looking. Oh Poop.

McNulty and my whole Chem class ahte me... We spent three days with a project, then on hte last day, jsut as we're doing the very last thing, I'm holding this evaporation dish thing with a pair of tongs, and McNulty tells me to make sure not to drop it, so i tighten my hold. The tongs slip, and the dish goes crashing to the floor. I was ready to kill. The tongs, that is. LoL Duh, what're ya thinking?! I wouldn't kill anyone else, (me!) over a frieking evaporation dish! But hey... They made a Wall of Shame in my memory! YEAH!

Monday, September 08, 2003

Oh man... Such fun today! Like, such a great day, too much fun to say it all! Besides... It was all the guys. But, Ihtink I may be forgetting stuff. Crystal, you got me so riled up today, i do't even think the natural high i had going on would've beenthere if it wasn't for you and Corey! lmao

BTW... Before i get off, anyone wanna colunteer to help me wiht math?

Sunday, September 07, 2003

Last night I hung out with Carly and Corey- Now, I'm not sure whether most of you know what this means, but neither do I. For one, I called Carly and told her I was "bored, and needed something to do, did she want to go out?" The second thing- she actually called me back. Third off, then we actually hung out. Now, if this doesn't sound like something out of the Twilight Zone tothe rest of you, then obviously you need something I like to call a lobotomy, or Frankenstein syndrome. "Abby-normal!?" LMAO! Anyway...

It was fun! We actually went to get Carly gas and air for her tires, but then it turned into us going to Target and wandering around, goofing on Corey and Mike Dutilly, then heading up to Applebee's for some chocolate cake that is going to make me into the biggest heifer ever. I'm going exercising today. I have to! LoL Then we hung out at Carly's, and I realized jsut how much I did miss that scene, not necessarily the one where everyone is insane and I feel so out of place ebcause I have no idea what kind of humor I need to fit in, but the kind where instead of just running around screaming, we actually sit down and talk and behave like rational humans. *shrugs* God forbid, maybe I'm actually maturing, yes?

Anyway... I told Ala I'd mention the adventures about Mounties- we (Me, SB, CF, and AW) ran into (more like drove into) a pack of Mounties, and there were some very cute contenders. Like WHOA! Anyway... Just the good days stuff. And now everyone (me and CF excluded) are stalking them.

Ehm... Dragon Races. Yeah, we made it down there, but someone didn't want to walk the mile it was to get over to where the races were being held, and we won't mention any names (ALA!!!!!), so we turned around and drove back to B-ville, where we walked around the pascoag 500 because I've never done that and always wanted to. Then we went to Aim's and I talked to Brian about URI, and elt me tell you, I think that's where I'm heading next fall. *shrugs* Best deal I've heard yet... So, anyway... I guess that's about it. Inbetween I manage dto finihs a book and get some stuff done around the house. Now, if I can get my butt moving this morning, I'm going to go walking someplace, and perhaps clean out my car. It's starting to smell like horse. *grin* Wonder why? hehe