QUIZ TIME!!!! YAY!!!

You Are Best Described By...

Marliyn Monroe By Andy Warhol

What Famous Work of Art Are You?

Your IQ Is 120

Your Logical Intelligence is Above Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius Your General Knowledge is Above Average

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more open with you.

With respect to money, you save for a rainy day.

You think good luck might come your way, but if it does you'll be so surprised you'll burst out laughing.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you.

You have a tendency to overdo things, but basically you value your friendships highly.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match.

Who's the True You?

Okay-- This one below is so true, it's scary. haha

Your Expression Number is 5

A total multi-tasker, you have a wide variety of talents. You're very versatile and able to change at a drop of a hat. A free spirit, you crave change and adventure. Clever and quick witted, you can convince anyone of anything. You can do anything you desire... though this sometimes gets you in trouble! Very popular, you're always thinking up new ways to entertain and amuse your friends. Your restless and impatient attitude means you don't stay with projects for long. You tend to be erratic and scattered - it's hard for you to focus. You often find yourself in a state of flux with constantly changing interests.

What's Your Expression Number?

Haha... I got the msot results possible for this one- why not, right? But... I'll go back and analyze this crap when I get through having fun, heheh

Your #1 Love Type: INFP

The Idealist In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship. For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up. Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive. However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space. Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ

Your #2 Love Type: ENFP

The Inspirer In love, you are passionate and eager to develop a strong bond. For you, sex should be playful, creative, and affectionate. Overall, you are perceptive and bring out the best in your partner. However, you tend to hold on to bad relationships after they've turned bad. Best matches: INTJ and INFJ

Your #3 Love Type: ISFP

The Artist In love, you feel deeply and experience intense emotions. For you, sex is serious. It's how you best express your feelings. Overall, you are laid back, warm, and a good listener. However, you tend to seem lazy and disinterested sometimes. Best matches: ESFJ and ENFJ

Your #4 Love Type: ESFP

The Performer In love, you relish every moment and tend to get caught up in passion. For you, sex is how you get in touch with all your senses. Overall, you are creative, popular, and flexible. However, you tend to dislike criticism and avoid any conflict. Best matches: ISTJ or ISFJ

Your #5 Love Type: INFJ

The Protector In love, you strive to have the perfect relationship. For you, sex is nearly a spiritual experience, a bonding of souls. Overall, you have high expectations for any relationship you're in. However, you tend to hold back a part of yourself. Best matches: ENTP and ENFP

What's Your Love Type?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

This one isn't bad- I usually think these things are a crock, but meh... this one ahs some truth to it.

Your Birthdate: April 12

Being born on the 12th day of the month (3 energy) is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life. The energy of 3 allows you bounce back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental. There is a restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, sometimes "couldn't care less" attitude. You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression. Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing. You are energetic and always a good conversationalist. You have a keen imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved with too may superficial matters. Your mind is practical and rational despite this tendency to jump about. You are affectionate and loving - but very sensitive. You are subject to rapid ups and downs.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

I'm normal! Go figure! haha

You Are 60% Normal (Really Normal)

Otherwise known as the normal amount of normal You're like most people most of the time But you've got those quirks that make you endearing You're unique, yes... but not frighteningly so!

How Normal Are You?

See? And the last time I did one of these, it said I was 8, hehe I think we know which one is correct... *GRIN*

You Are 16 Years Old

16 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Your #1 Match: ENFP

The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends. You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules. Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives. You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller! You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

Your #2 Match: ENTP

The Visionary You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression. You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything. Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off. You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments. You would make a great entrpreneur, marketing executive, or actor.

Your #3 Match: ESFP

The Performer You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others. A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic. You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally. You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic. You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor.

Your #4 Match: INFP

The Idealist You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world. Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships. It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close. But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

Your #5 Match: ENFJ

The Giver You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and usually succeed. Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections. Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down. You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine. You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist.

What's Your Personality Type?

This is definitely how I like to think of myself... *Shrugs* Who knows?

You Have A Type B+ Personality

B+ You're a pro at going with the flow You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer A total joy to be around, people crave your stability. While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity. Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done You're passionate - just selective about your passions

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

So, yeah... I definitely should be studying for Chem.. I have an exam on Monday, it's a given I should be studying. The charter for today was cancelled, due to weather. Thank God. I thought I was going to be dead yesterday after workinga t the Marina all day long. I don't know how much cleaner, rubbing compound and wax I sloshed around in, but damn! It was a lot. Oh yeah, and mildew- EWWW!!!! This one boat had mildew EVERYWHERE!!! The guy sent us in to go clean it all. Me and this other girl, Kelsey, were disgusted.

I worked a straight out 9-10 hours, with a 15 minute lunch break... YES!!! But, I got wieners on the way home, so Dad's deal is straight. Gtg!! he wants the compy! ADIOS!

I'm not entirely sure I like this layout of Blogger. I use it, I understand it, but I'm jsut not sure I like it. It's... plain. Boring. Drab. Mediocre.

Anyway... It's been so bloody hot here for the past couple of days, I'm alrady hiding in the basement, trying to look like I'm doing something useful yet being so drastically useless. I figure I could go to the library and do about as much as I'm doing now, but I think I may actually go out and attempt to wax my car once more. I mean, at least it's in the shade now, right?

Yesterday was pretty awesome. I randomly called up Crystal and asked her if she wanted to go on an adventure- you know, one of those crazy little trips that we used to go on whenever we got bored or restless- anywhere and anything is POSSIBLE!! I remember we got lost on Jamestown, once- same night we inadvertently came around a corner and stopped, flashing our high beams into this car that we didn't realize until a couple moments later, was sitting across the street in a deserted parking lot, all steamed up. *Shakes head* Damn. hahahaha Poor people. Out to get some lovin' away from their kids and what do we do? Completely ruin it. Oops?

Anyway... She invited me up to her campsite instead, and I said maybe... fully intending on -not- going because I really hate the whole third wheel scene, and with her boyfriend, being third wheel is not jsut a possibility, it's an inevitability.

I had to make supper, so I drafted my bro so we could get it done and he could get out of my hair. OMG, neither me nor my brother can cook for shit, so putting the both of us together is jsut asking for disaster. Well, we made something. When we tried it though, it was nothing either of us ever wanted to eat again, unfortunately. So... I calle3d up Crystal and asked if dinner was included in that invite- and left. *Grin* So nice, I know... I told my parents where the gum was hidden in my room? So, I ate at Crystal's, and Seth went wherever. haha

It was so nice catching up with her- I haven't seen her since the World Series when she rescued me from my hellish roomie. I know this because I had to wade through the mobs outside my dorm to get to her car. Oy! But anyway... Just chilling out with her (Paul was gone.) was like... wonderful. I love how when you don't see someone for so long, you don't realize how much you missed them. But as soon as you see them, you jsut want to hang out as much as possible, making up for lost time. It's the same with Linds, though I realize that both of them have boyfriends and work, whereas I have school and... lots of free time. hahah Well, not really, but I would make time for them if they wanted to hang out. It was nice- jsut chilling on a rock with my feet in the water, kivers and bluegills chilling out around my toes, just hanging with one of my best friends. I miss that. A lot. Maybe I just need a boyfriend so I can have as much fun as them? *Grin* Hah... I would love to see me use a boy like that. Whatever, would never happen. I'm way too... open to use people that skillfully.

I think I may go running... *Blink* Probably not. It's just nice down here so I think it's nice outside. haha... Soon as I get upstairs, I'll be like... Well fuck that!

http://www.ebaumsworld.com/flash/endofworld.html

^^ Still the sweetest video ever made. Even better than Tenicia or whatever... ^^

"He hasn't been the same since the accident."
"What accident?"
"His friend died a couple weeks ago in a car accident."

The start of my shaking, stammering, stuttering, uncontrollable fits of silence and blubbering. I really didn't know how affected I was from last year. She said that, complaining about how this guy wasn't acting right ever since it happened. His friend died while he was on the phone with her. Drunk driving. WTF.

I silently spazzed. My knees went up, feet on the seat, arms went around them and pulled tight. I tried to say something about how different people became when friends or family died. About how a whole town was devastated by 5 deaths, one in particular, last year. About how people go seemingly -insane- when good friends die. Guilt plagues them, drugs save them. *shudder* And it took me a good 30 minutes to say it.

Finally, I managed to tell her what Cat said, a month later when he was drunkenly honest: "You saved my life. Just by being there every day, making me laugh, making me get out and do stuff, you saved me. I would've shot myself if you weren't there."

Two sentences that have stuck with me where countless others haven't. The moment of absolute clarity and dread when I staggered up the stairs and screamed- no, shrieked, my voice wasn't working- for my mom so I could gasp and cry on her shoulder. The funeral; people lined up across the parking lot to get in, the team's face as they stood at the door- some crying, some turning away, one or two standing with faces so blank you know they're struggling inside.

Visting Josh in the hospital; the joking and smiles to hide what -we- knew they were hiding. Me and Dana walking away to give the guys some privacy. That first glimpse where you'd never know he was paralyzed- he looked so normal.

Can I ever fully describe to you the horror of watching someone you care for go insane because they are helpless to rewind time? The only measure of comfort is the weed and alcohol that promises blessed oblivion?

I tried to explain, but words failed- I think silence expressed more. That, and the huddled form sitting on her passenger seat, shaking with unexpressed emotion- I think that spoke leagues.

It's something that I obviously have not gotten over, no matter how much I thought I had. I simply hope her friend is okay, and she realizes the right thing to do is to be empathetic; be funny when they're feeling down, but listen when they need you to. Drag them out on a walk, and laugh and caper around them to show them that there are still things good in this world, not everything needs to be suppressed.

shit... I'm fucking it up again. It realy comes down to this: I can talk my head off about how much it hurts when people you care for die, but you can't know the beginnings of it unless it happens to you.

RIP JR. Best of Luck in FL, JL.

Test time!! I stole them from naomi... hahaha

Hippie You are 0% Rational, 57% Extroverted, 28% Brutal, and 28% Arrogant.

You are the Hippie! Characterized by a strong sense of extroversion, irrationality, gentleness, and humility, you no doubt frolic through fields preaching peace and love to all! You are probably either very spiritual or needlessly paranoid about "the man", like most hippies, as a result of your focus on intuition and feelings over cold, brutal logic. You are also very, very social. And like any hippie, who would have no qualms about hitchiking across the country just to meet some interesting people, you too love to interact with others, even complete strangers. Because we know most any hippie is peace-loving and humble, it stands to reason that you, as well, are terribly gentle and humble, almost to the point of revulsion. Your carefree attitude of peace and harmony is probably very, very sickening to realists or cynics or anyone who isn't a hippie, to tell the truth. In short, your personality is defective because you are overly emotional, extroverted, gentle, and humble--thus making you an annoying hippie. And you listen to psychadelic rock and smoke a whole lot of pot. Okay, maybe not, but I wouldn't be surprised if you did. To put it less negatively: 1. You are more INTUITIVE than rational. 2. You are more EXTROVERTED than introverted. 3. You are more GENTLE than brutal. 4. You are more HUMBLE than arrogant. Compatibility: Your exact opposite is the Sociopath. Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Hand-Raiser, the Televangelist, and the Robot. * * If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits. The other personality types: The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble. The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble. The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant. The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble. The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble. The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant. The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble. The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble. The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant. The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble. The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble. The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 0% on Rationality You scored higher than 57% on Extroversion You scored higher than 25% on Brutality You scored higher than 21% on Arrogance

Link: The Personality Defect Test written by saint_gasoline on OkCupid Free Online Dating

I find it funny... My SB is full of guys and friends and guys and events and guys and thoughts. But msotly guys. There's a clear pattern that emerges- a pattern of boys and the things that girls go crazy over.

Cat called me the yesterday. He thought I was mad at him. How fitting for our relationship. What relationship? Exactly.

I was looking back through my SB and came upon this story of a night when I was with him. I can still feel everything from that night- the tension in my chest, my throat choking up, hyteria welling jsut beneath the surface, and the whole time, I'm trying to just keep cool, calm down- knowing full well it won't happen.

That was when drugs were still new to me. When I was still sensitive enough to friek out when my brother did them; before I got to this point of apathy where I just can't find it in myself to care. I care, but I jsut can't find the energy to get excited over it anymore. I still get the tight feeling but it goes away after a while... Nothing like -that- night. I completely flipped. Just, gone.

You look a little closer to the present and find the Cat I knew and loved to death, then when I went to school and everything fell apart.

And now, who knows? Maybe we'll find a way to hang out and not try to kill each other with every word. Maybe we won't know each other as well as we think. Maybe it'll be fun again. Maybe.