I'm watching Chicago... Or, rather, my favorite parts of that horrifying movie. LoL I -hate- Renee Zellweger. Icky woman. "When you're good to Mama, Mama's good to you..." - Good song... I love Queen Latifah's voice... Perfect range for me. heh I should be a belter, says Mike.
I hope you feel better hun. I wish there was some way I could help you. If ever there is, find me. I hate the fact that you do it; I hate the fact that I can't help you kick it. Shit. I'm just sorry. I'm sorry I can't do more to help you with whatever it is you need. *shakes head* I suppose I'll jsut keep giving you goofy stories and stupid comments, trying your patience and making you laugh. I can't do any more.
Friday, August 19, 2005
Monday, August 15, 2005
My twitch is twitching. Toda has been an interesting mix of Horribly annoying and interestingly appealing. A... good day, overall.
I got some needles stuck in me, Charlene giving me a ride on such short notice, I was positive she would say no, but she was amazing and said yes, and we had tons of fun! heh Sanford made my back hurt so badly that I couldn't breathe for a bit, but it stopped after a few hours. After, we got lunch on Thayer, at Au Bon Pair- very good, though mine was a bit too sweet from the cranberries- good, though. Hers was awesome! It was some chicken thing, and it was fantastic!
Then we drove on the 6-10 Connector, and I taught her the need-to-know rule of highways: "No brakes on the highway! DAMMIT!" hahaha I'm sure she loved that lesson, LoL
After that, I tried to call Cynthia so I could go riding like she'd asked me to last week, but, in a display of crushing annoyance, her phone was off the hook and no one was picking up at the barn. Darn barn people.. .Where are you when I need you!? So... I went shopping in Smithfield with her instead. For 40 bucks, I got my mom's birthday present- a sweet CD! hehe I got Alterbridge and Fuel CD's too... And... I got an awesome black bomber jacket from PacSun, and recordable CD's from Target. WOOT! How fantastic, aye? And I got a new CD holder so my CD's don't get scratched anymore. I'm sooo excited about that! YAY!
I'm watching Remember the Titans, and it makes me very sad. Incredibly so. It really hurts that people felt such a way over others. Still do, though it's not based on race, necessarily. Why is there so much ignorance and hate? Why do people fear and hate what they don't know? Why can't they try to understand instead of coming up with rash judgements? I suppose it's one of those things that can't really be explained by anyone except the person themself- jsut like a fear of spiders, or fowl. hehe... Fowlphobic... hehe
After that, I tried to call Chad, because I miss him and I haven't seen hide nor hair of him in... months!! NOTHING!!! So, I'm gonna call him and see if he wants to chill. Of course, in a fit of killing annoyance, the lightning storm has knocked out phones lines on that side of town, and it hasn't been FIXED! OY! So... will call him tomorrow and see if I can set something up. awww.... I remember that picture my mom sent me at college when I hated everything about life, and how it cheered me up. I remember jumping up and down and grinning like a maniac and showing kate and being so... happy! That was Chad. He made me happy jsut by a photograph. Damn. To have that power. I wonder if he knew. I hope so.
"Remember, the greatest gift is not found in a store nor under a tree, but in the hearts of true friends." - Cindy Lew from Whoville
So anyway... A normal day in the life of Abby. hehe... And the two cute boys made me happy, too! One had blue hair! I want a boy who does crazy things with his HAIR!!! Dammit! LoL He was surprising, too... I was so amazed when he turned around and I saw his hair and was like... DUDE!! it's BLUE! So on the way out, I wanted to be like, "I like your hair." But I chickened out. Dammit. I'm so going to regret all the things I didn't do, later on. I do, already. Darn.
I got some needles stuck in me, Charlene giving me a ride on such short notice, I was positive she would say no, but she was amazing and said yes, and we had tons of fun! heh Sanford made my back hurt so badly that I couldn't breathe for a bit, but it stopped after a few hours. After, we got lunch on Thayer, at Au Bon Pair- very good, though mine was a bit too sweet from the cranberries- good, though. Hers was awesome! It was some chicken thing, and it was fantastic!
Then we drove on the 6-10 Connector, and I taught her the need-to-know rule of highways: "No brakes on the highway! DAMMIT!" hahaha I'm sure she loved that lesson, LoL
After that, I tried to call Cynthia so I could go riding like she'd asked me to last week, but, in a display of crushing annoyance, her phone was off the hook and no one was picking up at the barn. Darn barn people.. .Where are you when I need you!? So... I went shopping in Smithfield with her instead. For 40 bucks, I got my mom's birthday present- a sweet CD! hehe I got Alterbridge and Fuel CD's too... And... I got an awesome black bomber jacket from PacSun, and recordable CD's from Target. WOOT! How fantastic, aye? And I got a new CD holder so my CD's don't get scratched anymore. I'm sooo excited about that! YAY!
I'm watching Remember the Titans, and it makes me very sad. Incredibly so. It really hurts that people felt such a way over others. Still do, though it's not based on race, necessarily. Why is there so much ignorance and hate? Why do people fear and hate what they don't know? Why can't they try to understand instead of coming up with rash judgements? I suppose it's one of those things that can't really be explained by anyone except the person themself- jsut like a fear of spiders, or fowl. hehe... Fowlphobic... hehe
After that, I tried to call Chad, because I miss him and I haven't seen hide nor hair of him in... months!! NOTHING!!! So, I'm gonna call him and see if he wants to chill. Of course, in a fit of killing annoyance, the lightning storm has knocked out phones lines on that side of town, and it hasn't been FIXED! OY! So... will call him tomorrow and see if I can set something up. awww.... I remember that picture my mom sent me at college when I hated everything about life, and how it cheered me up. I remember jumping up and down and grinning like a maniac and showing kate and being so... happy! That was Chad. He made me happy jsut by a photograph. Damn. To have that power. I wonder if he knew. I hope so.
"Remember, the greatest gift is not found in a store nor under a tree, but in the hearts of true friends." - Cindy Lew from Whoville
So anyway... A normal day in the life of Abby. hehe... And the two cute boys made me happy, too! One had blue hair! I want a boy who does crazy things with his HAIR!!! Dammit! LoL He was surprising, too... I was so amazed when he turned around and I saw his hair and was like... DUDE!! it's BLUE! So on the way out, I wanted to be like, "I like your hair." But I chickened out. Dammit. I'm so going to regret all the things I didn't do, later on. I do, already. Darn.
Sunday, August 14, 2005
I wanna talk to Matt. Sick, huh? But, I wanna talk to Matt nonetheless. LoL
I was talking to Mom the other day, and we were talking about intelligence as pertaining to social etiquette, and she made the very accurate observation that very smart people seem to have everything together except one aspect, whatever it may be. There's always this one thing that they seem to be screwed up over or just can't seem to get right.
And then we talked about how smart people can sometimes find ingenuous (sp?) ways to hide whatever it is that goes wrong. brb... Gas.
I was talking to Mom the other day, and we were talking about intelligence as pertaining to social etiquette, and she made the very accurate observation that very smart people seem to have everything together except one aspect, whatever it may be. There's always this one thing that they seem to be screwed up over or just can't seem to get right.
And then we talked about how smart people can sometimes find ingenuous (sp?) ways to hide whatever it is that goes wrong. brb... Gas.
Weeeeellll... You know those times when you do so much, but can't remember what it was, and why it took up so much of your time? Yeah. I'm having a couple days like that. Friday, I had a riding lesson- did okay, BJ was good, Cynthia is recommending me to a farm right down near URI where she also works- YAYAYAYAYA!!! Can I jsut say, and I know this makes me sound incredibly vain (Let's face it, I am! hehe j/k), that I was sooo pleased when she told me I was good enough rider that she would see if the owner would let me ride her horses instead of the one school horse? YAY!
Saturday, I went on a charter (I am currently belting out Mississippi Girl by Faith Hill... YAY!!!!!)that got cancelled at 12, because everyone was sick and getting the crap beat out of them. It was such an icky day- but then I went to Carly's mom's bday party and had fun, did my barn work at Pilot Point, and found out that today's was cancelled due to "Hazardous seas" hahah I laugh in the face of stormy weather!!! Then I went clubbing with MP and Andrea, and had a ton of fun jsut shaking my non-existent arse out on the dance floor. LMAO and by no0jnexistent, I mean... Without running every day, it looks like I don't have one. Geez... One more reason to keep running, I suppose. Though why having a big arse is so important, I will never fathom. I'm honestly not that worried, because it's dumb. I've decided that fashion is retarded- have known it for years, note the fact that all my clothes are the way -I- want them, not exactly per fashonable. though generally they can pass it off. Anyway...
Clubbing was fun! we all danced up on this box in the front of the dance floor, and I laughed my buitt off because I am such a dancing-retarded white girl... hah In a gay club. hahah So much fun!
Me and Andrea have decided that watching boys make out is equally something that you want to watch and turn away from- probably because watching people kiss is considered ride. If I had it my way, I'd watch it all the time- soooo sexy. hehe And then play along? heh
So... I was up 22 hours, with constant frenetic energy the whole day. I'm proud of myself. Weeeee!!!! And then I was up at 8:30 to go running with MP at 9. OOooooooh man. I am sick. And now it's shower time, then to go over to Andrea's for ab stuff... OMG, I'm oging to die. eee...
Saturday, I went on a charter (I am currently belting out Mississippi Girl by Faith Hill... YAY!!!!!)that got cancelled at 12, because everyone was sick and getting the crap beat out of them. It was such an icky day- but then I went to Carly's mom's bday party and had fun, did my barn work at Pilot Point, and found out that today's was cancelled due to "Hazardous seas" hahah I laugh in the face of stormy weather!!! Then I went clubbing with MP and Andrea, and had a ton of fun jsut shaking my non-existent arse out on the dance floor. LMAO and by no0jnexistent, I mean... Without running every day, it looks like I don't have one. Geez... One more reason to keep running, I suppose. Though why having a big arse is so important, I will never fathom. I'm honestly not that worried, because it's dumb. I've decided that fashion is retarded- have known it for years, note the fact that all my clothes are the way -I- want them, not exactly per fashonable. though generally they can pass it off. Anyway...
Clubbing was fun! we all danced up on this box in the front of the dance floor, and I laughed my buitt off because I am such a dancing-retarded white girl... hah In a gay club. hahah So much fun!
Me and Andrea have decided that watching boys make out is equally something that you want to watch and turn away from- probably because watching people kiss is considered ride. If I had it my way, I'd watch it all the time- soooo sexy. hehe And then play along? heh
So... I was up 22 hours, with constant frenetic energy the whole day. I'm proud of myself. Weeeee!!!! And then I was up at 8:30 to go running with MP at 9. OOooooooh man. I am sick. And now it's shower time, then to go over to Andrea's for ab stuff... OMG, I'm oging to die. eee...