YES!!! I finally got up the nerve and courage to blow some money and buy the domain I've been wanting for a while. *Grin* See this? This is me incredibly happy. haha!!
It's not up and running yet, but hopefully it will be, soon.
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Meh... I love my bro. It jsut really pissed me off and threw me off that he -lied- to me. Seriously now, what a thing to chip trust over... Seriously!
God, I have to go mow lawns today, and I'm jsut thinking "Rain." How much does that suck? I like the rain- love to run in the rain, but mow lawns in the rain? I'll pass. Ick. All clumpy and green... eeeeewwww!
Anyway. My dog is so huge!! She's going to have those puppies any day now!! She's due this Sunday, I'm so EXCITED!!! haha Wanna place bets on how many she'll have? The alst two litters she had 8 and 10. I should post pictures so you can get an idea of the dimension of girth I'm talking about here... hah
God, I have to go mow lawns today, and I'm jsut thinking "Rain." How much does that suck? I like the rain- love to run in the rain, but mow lawns in the rain? I'll pass. Ick. All clumpy and green... eeeeewwww!
Anyway. My dog is so huge!! She's going to have those puppies any day now!! She's due this Sunday, I'm so EXCITED!!! haha Wanna place bets on how many she'll have? The alst two litters she had 8 and 10. I should post pictures so you can get an idea of the dimension of girth I'm talking about here... hah
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
My trust in Seth is ruined. He stole my sunglasses, then -dared- to wear them around all day yesterday and tell me that he found them at the MARINA!!! I was like... Bullshit. He insistd it was true, so i told him to find my pair, or I was taking his. He couldn't find mine, but refused to give me "his" pair. So... last night, while he was asleep, I took them back.
I have them hidden around the house, and I figure when he asks where they went, I'm jsut going to shrug and say something to the effect of, "I don't know! But I found mine! I am so silly, having left them -lying- around... Sorry to hear yours are missing! Maybe you'll find another pair at the marina!"
I know that him stealing my sunglasses is nothing compared to him stealing hundreds of dollars from my parents, but it's the principle of the matter! I trusted him, I stuck up for him!! I disagreed with my parents because I had bothered to trust a lying little thief!! WTF! He lied to me about SUNGLASSES!!! About a pair of 11 fucking dollar SUNGLASSES!!
Okay, now, on a calmer note, I know this is dramatized. I know it sounds completely stupid to everyone else but me. But... understand this- he was -pissed-. He got -angry- when I asked him to give them back! There was this whole little scene in the car, when I got angry and told him to give me back my glasses and he denied having them. I really am sounding dumb now, huh? Oy! OY VEY!
Meh... I stole them back, marked them so he can't steal them anymore, and... we're good! haha Tricksy tricksy!!
I have them hidden around the house, and I figure when he asks where they went, I'm jsut going to shrug and say something to the effect of, "I don't know! But I found mine! I am so silly, having left them -lying- around... Sorry to hear yours are missing! Maybe you'll find another pair at the marina!"
I know that him stealing my sunglasses is nothing compared to him stealing hundreds of dollars from my parents, but it's the principle of the matter! I trusted him, I stuck up for him!! I disagreed with my parents because I had bothered to trust a lying little thief!! WTF! He lied to me about SUNGLASSES!!! About a pair of 11 fucking dollar SUNGLASSES!!
Okay, now, on a calmer note, I know this is dramatized. I know it sounds completely stupid to everyone else but me. But... understand this- he was -pissed-. He got -angry- when I asked him to give them back! There was this whole little scene in the car, when I got angry and told him to give me back my glasses and he denied having them. I really am sounding dumb now, huh? Oy! OY VEY!
Meh... I stole them back, marked them so he can't steal them anymore, and... we're good! haha Tricksy tricksy!!
Hah... I had a dream about Naomi last night... Me and her and Laura and Miss Christy were all chilling out- she drove 103 miles an hour to get up there, and it only took her two hours!!! hahah What a messed up dream.
It's official now. I'm heading to Maryland, or somewhere around there, this summer. HOTT!! LoL Me and my lovah Kate are going to rent a car, plane, train, bus, SOMETHING!! and head down for a couple days to chill out in the sun and play at a crazy fun-filled house! WOOT!
Um... what else? I hung out with Carly, MP, Missa J, and a little bit of Corey last night.. It was fun! We went bowling and I sucked- horribly- I missed the pins completely on my last two throws- meaning, I got NOTHING for points. hahah It was fantastic. everyone was laughing anyway because my score was something like... 18 or 19 compared to their 60's and 70's, and then I went and did that! Well. I guess we know who sucks at bowling! I LIKE DUCKPIN! I demand DUCKPIN, dammit!! haha
But then we ate ice cream, so everything was good. hehehe Aww!!! Poor Corey's dog, Danny, got hit by a car, which then drove away- BASTARDS!!! Who -does- that?! Hit a poor little beagle dog and keep driving?! ASSHOLES!!!- came home last night!!! He spent a few nights at the animal hospital with cracked vertebrae, but he's supposed to make a full recovery.. Thank God. I think Corey might've suffered a full depressive streak if his dog had... died. god forbid. And I was such an ass last night, soooo tired. Just blurting out shit, and then being like... Yeah, nevermind. Ugh... I really need to remember that me being tired and seeing people jsut isn't a good rhing. I'm dumb!!
It's official now. I'm heading to Maryland, or somewhere around there, this summer. HOTT!! LoL Me and my lovah Kate are going to rent a car, plane, train, bus, SOMETHING!! and head down for a couple days to chill out in the sun and play at a crazy fun-filled house! WOOT!
Um... what else? I hung out with Carly, MP, Missa J, and a little bit of Corey last night.. It was fun! We went bowling and I sucked- horribly- I missed the pins completely on my last two throws- meaning, I got NOTHING for points. hahah It was fantastic. everyone was laughing anyway because my score was something like... 18 or 19 compared to their 60's and 70's, and then I went and did that! Well. I guess we know who sucks at bowling! I LIKE DUCKPIN! I demand DUCKPIN, dammit!! haha
But then we ate ice cream, so everything was good. hehehe Aww!!! Poor Corey's dog, Danny, got hit by a car, which then drove away- BASTARDS!!! Who -does- that?! Hit a poor little beagle dog and keep driving?! ASSHOLES!!!- came home last night!!! He spent a few nights at the animal hospital with cracked vertebrae, but he's supposed to make a full recovery.. Thank God. I think Corey might've suffered a full depressive streak if his dog had... died. god forbid. And I was such an ass last night, soooo tired. Just blurting out shit, and then being like... Yeah, nevermind. Ugh... I really need to remember that me being tired and seeing people jsut isn't a good rhing. I'm dumb!!
Monday, June 27, 2005
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Sunday, June 26, 2005
When Matt was telling me I was a selfish git, I was thinking of the backside of Norma's house- how, if you put a ladder on it, you could reach to the top. The stairs up to that raised area in the back, and if the staircase dipped in a V by the pine tree on the hill jsut before the sheep pen, or if there wasn't one?
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Like so... With the house Up... where there's a house I kept thinking over the back of that house, with it's crazy door leading into the nap room, the well underneath the basement... Such a crazy house. I wish I could go back and take pictures, but I know it's better in my memory than real life... Has to be, right?
Hmm... That's kind of sad in itself... That you can't imagine something being better in reality than in your mind. When I grow up, I want a house with a shitload of secret passages that I don't know about- just so I can find them and be delighted with a new discovery!
And all this from someone calling me selfish- but it was really weird, and I realize it now. Whenever I escape from whatever it is bothering me, that's where I go. That's where it doesn't hurt- with Erin under the basement, looking at the boarded up well, taking off the rocks and plywood, and looking down at the wall of cobwebs- yelling into it and hearing our echo back. If it is a dream, it's really realistic, with me tweaking out in the end because I had a giant wolf spider on my leg... we put the rocks back in place and swore to never go back under because it was scary. But I go back there so much... *half-smile* I suppose I'll leave it be and just remember it as awesome, eh?
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Like so... With the house Up... where there's a house I kept thinking over the back of that house, with it's crazy door leading into the nap room, the well underneath the basement... Such a crazy house. I wish I could go back and take pictures, but I know it's better in my memory than real life... Has to be, right?
Hmm... That's kind of sad in itself... That you can't imagine something being better in reality than in your mind. When I grow up, I want a house with a shitload of secret passages that I don't know about- just so I can find them and be delighted with a new discovery!
And all this from someone calling me selfish- but it was really weird, and I realize it now. Whenever I escape from whatever it is bothering me, that's where I go. That's where it doesn't hurt- with Erin under the basement, looking at the boarded up well, taking off the rocks and plywood, and looking down at the wall of cobwebs- yelling into it and hearing our echo back. If it is a dream, it's really realistic, with me tweaking out in the end because I had a giant wolf spider on my leg... we put the rocks back in place and swore to never go back under because it was scary. But I go back there so much... *half-smile* I suppose I'll leave it be and just remember it as awesome, eh?
selfness
SYLLABICATION: self·ness
NOUN: 1. The quality or state of being self-centered; selfishness. 2. Individuality; selfhood.
selfish
SYLLABICATION: self·ish
ADJECTIVE: 1. Concerned chiefly or only with oneself: “Selfish men were . . . trying to make capital for themselves out of the sacred cause of human rights” (Maria Weston Chapman). 2. Arising from, characterized by, or showing selfishness: a selfish whim.
OTHER FORMS: selfish·ly —ADVERB
selfish·ness —NOUN
Hah... I guess you could say I am selfish. But then again? Who isn't? It jsut had to check it out, and in celebration of actually looking up not one, but -two- words in a dictionary, I posted them here. Pretty snazzy, huh?
Anyway... Had my first charter of the season yesterday- what a trip!! It was Tonys group- so of course we know that it was hilarious- George, Joel, Tony and some guy Dave they brought along- Insane!! I always have a great time with anyone Tony brings, but yesterdayw was especially fantastic! It started off not so great, what with it being cold (all day long) and really windy- can i jsut say I love how weather reports say 2-4 foot seas and 10 kt winds, and you get out there to 3-5 foot seas building and 30 kt winds? FANTASTIC!!!- and the rigs being kinda stuck in tubes from when dad got mad and shoved them in there without checking where the hooks were...
It ended up well, after all that. we caught 5 blues, all good eating-size fish, and two stripers about 15-20 pounds apiece. Everyone was happy, except Tony, who was sick from something the night before, and it was a good day. *Grin* The best part, by far, was the barbecue... haha Dad's workplace was having a partay for all the guests and customers and staff, so we stopped by on our way back and we all got to eat some hamburgers, hotdogs, etc... The guys got beer, I got soda! And Leis!! 3 of them! Red, Orange and YELLOW!!! Oh Oh OH!!!
Anyway... haha Nuff about that. Then I came home, watched Hitch, which is still a funny movie- I cracked up like I did in the theatre, kate!- and got in some quality computer time. haha
And now onto today! Which is blisteringly hott, no breeze in sight, and I'm attempting to hid out i nthe basement... My conscience is getting the better of me, even though my back is screaming... *pout* And I'm sunburnt. Like whoa! But only from the cheekbones up... How do you like that!?
SYLLABICATION: self·ness
NOUN: 1. The quality or state of being self-centered; selfishness. 2. Individuality; selfhood.
selfish
SYLLABICATION: self·ish
ADJECTIVE: 1. Concerned chiefly or only with oneself: “Selfish men were . . . trying to make capital for themselves out of the sacred cause of human rights” (Maria Weston Chapman). 2. Arising from, characterized by, or showing selfishness: a selfish whim.
OTHER FORMS: selfish·ly —ADVERB
selfish·ness —NOUN
Hah... I guess you could say I am selfish. But then again? Who isn't? It jsut had to check it out, and in celebration of actually looking up not one, but -two- words in a dictionary, I posted them here. Pretty snazzy, huh?
Anyway... Had my first charter of the season yesterday- what a trip!! It was Tonys group- so of course we know that it was hilarious- George, Joel, Tony and some guy Dave they brought along- Insane!! I always have a great time with anyone Tony brings, but yesterdayw was especially fantastic! It started off not so great, what with it being cold (all day long) and really windy- can i jsut say I love how weather reports say 2-4 foot seas and 10 kt winds, and you get out there to 3-5 foot seas building and 30 kt winds? FANTASTIC!!!- and the rigs being kinda stuck in tubes from when dad got mad and shoved them in there without checking where the hooks were...
It ended up well, after all that. we caught 5 blues, all good eating-size fish, and two stripers about 15-20 pounds apiece. Everyone was happy, except Tony, who was sick from something the night before, and it was a good day. *Grin* The best part, by far, was the barbecue... haha Dad's workplace was having a partay for all the guests and customers and staff, so we stopped by on our way back and we all got to eat some hamburgers, hotdogs, etc... The guys got beer, I got soda! And Leis!! 3 of them! Red, Orange and YELLOW!!! Oh Oh OH!!!
Anyway... haha Nuff about that. Then I came home, watched Hitch, which is still a funny movie- I cracked up like I did in the theatre, kate!- and got in some quality computer time. haha
And now onto today! Which is blisteringly hott, no breeze in sight, and I'm attempting to hid out i nthe basement... My conscience is getting the better of me, even though my back is screaming... *pout* And I'm sunburnt. Like whoa! But only from the cheekbones up... How do you like that!?