Okay... Ran into Richie today, at the gazebo, playing his guitar. I was on my way to Aim's, but... Eh, she didn't even know I was coming, so no harm done. OMG. He read this thing about straws and me, and well... it was kinda funny. The look on his face was hilarious! Lol And so, when he was giving out little comments at Pat and his frined, nad Juice and TCapp, I was struglling not to crack up, and he was giving me funny looks. It was to die for.
I think one thing that made it so funny was the look Juice gave me when he went around the table saying hi to everyone, and then took a double take at me... Lmao. "What was -that- look for?" was my response, lmao .
So, anyway... the charter today was awesome. Not for the guy on it, but for me? hell yeah. We left at 3, and we were supposed to be gone till 9. So... these guys got so sick, they told us to go back ot hte docks at 7! I'm like... YEAH! So, I sitll get paid 60 bucks, nad I only ahd to be out 4 hours. It works for me! So... anyway, I felt really bad for these guys, but... *shrugs* What're you going to do?
Monday, July 07, 2003
What Finding Nemo Character are You?
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yay! I'm a fish with no memory! Hehe But we already knew that... LoL Yay Dory!!!
Sunday, July 06, 2003
Well, Thank for the comments Katie and Jen, they were appreciated. Jen moreso than others. Anyway... The reason why I write it in here, is becaue I know I'm not the quickest person to think on my feet, and with you in a huff, I can't really think about what I want to say nda how to say it. So... In order to not get rushed and to jsut get what I need, done with, I write. So... There's your explanation of why I didn't call you. Besides, I needed to write. You ahd me hurt, and in tears. You know me well enough to know that I don't cry. I write to work off steam, and well... you built up a lot of steam. I didn't deserve your attitude, and I am really, very proud of myself that I didn't cream your little ass. You had me so furious, I was afraid I was going to take on you, Andy and Shannon all at once. So, because I'm smart and I know that getting my ass whipped would not help anyhting, I took my temper elsewhere. On here. So, basically, if you don't like it, you can kiss my ass.
Okay.... First order of business. Thank you Ms. Basile... You really are a great person, and I am so glad to know you. *smiles* Even if your son thinks I am nothing but a pain in hte ass, I want to know that your whole family has my respect, and my love. Thank you for the chat yesterday, it meant a lot to me. I hope... Eh, enough of this mushy stuff. I've never been very good at it.
Meagan, I am not mad at you, I was simply a bit annoyed at you guys being so irresponsible, but I do beleiv ethat was a cause of lack of information. Don't worry, ma'am. I still luv ya. Just enxt time, try to call me before 10, kk? So i can get home on time? BTW.. You can ask brennan, I really wasn't that angry after talking to you. You have a way of calming me down... maybe it's reason in the face of fire, yes?
Aims, thank you for the wonderful movie, I hope that we can do that again... "Yo, is Kerri Lee here?" LMAO!!! "He's hott..." "Sheng?" "No!! The horse, duh!!!" I haven't laughed that much in a LONG time!!! And this is why i luv you girly. You are my salvation... But next time, DO NOT LET ME CALL BACK!!!!
To the group: Thanks guys for everything last night, you were definitely a high-point. I hope we can all hang out again soon, and please, please... jsut know that though I am me, I do luv you. All of you.
Is there a way that a person can not feel strong emotions, simply live in the land of bland? Truly, to bring up a topic later, I want to know why, though I get angry relatively quickly, it's never long-lasting (about 10 minutes is my limit) and it's not usually that strong... I can be wonderfully happy, no problemo, but... angry, sad, anything like that? Can't keep it up...
I've always thought, as you can ask Mike and Missy, that happiness is a rather shallow emotion, lying atop, floating along, simply beaming its sunshiny face into anyone who wants to see... Whereas pain or anger is darker, deeper, in the deep spot that no one wants to swim in... Anyway... There are some people who don't even go near the deep end, unless completely shoved. Well, to tell you the truth, I was shoved... Hard. And the flashflood that wiped me out, was prolly the same one that took out the ancient city of Meinos, except I think it was a volcano that really did that.
So, for the whatever number this is... Katie, I address you directly, as this deals with no other. If you ever provoke me like you did last night, I will leave my mark. Probably on your face. Now, as I'msure you have no idea why I was and am so pissed off, here it is. First off, you group me with people who never showed up. Second off, when I did show up, you blew me off, and last night, you told me to "wait 2 seconds". Well, ma'am, I DID wait two seconds. Actually, I waited about an hour. And if it had been jsut boredom plaguing me, I could ahve sat there and beared it. But I was miserable. You know how much I hate bugs... Biting bugs, ones that bite me, especially. So, I waited it out for as long as I could stand, then I told Meagan to give you a hug goodbye for me, I didn't want to interrupt your game, and left. And the fact that you need other people to call out insults as I'm leaving, trying to keep cool, trying to make sure I don't leave any marks, is jsut another insult to me. You couldn't even handle it yourself? You had to have Andy help you? The kid does not even know me, he doesn't know anything about me. He doesn't even know what he's talking about. So, next time, keep your henchmen to yourself.
You lost my respect last night... And that's everything to a friendship. I saw red last ngiht, and anyone who does that to me, well...*shrugs* maybe you should rethink your strategies next time. And also, I hope you never drink again, because You are an ASSHOLE when you drink. I'm pretty sure you're pissed at the moment, as well, but this is how I saw the whole moment, and wow... No one has ever done that much damage, except for perhaps, a long time ago. I just want you to know... You hurt me, a lot. And now, now I hope I can hurt you back, but I know it won't make me feel better, so I'm going to leave you with your little followers for a while, and hope that maybe in a moment of clarity, you understand where I'm coming from. And now I'm off to my SB, because I'm really not done on this topic, but if I put into words what's on my mind... i will never be able to salvage any remnants of this friendship.
Actually... Ya know, i thought about it, and I actually decided that I'm not jsut gonna hide it in my SB. I once cursed out Mike and Carolyn and Corey on here, now it's your turn, you bitch. You think you can jsut treat people any way you like, getting up in their face, punching them in the arm, and they'll always back down. Well, I do, because I don't want to CREAM YOUR ASS! Do you realize that not only do I weigh a good 30 pounds more than you, but I also am about 6 inches taller? Oh wait... Unless we're sittin,g then maybe you can feel almsot tall, I suppose. Do you think a Napoleon complex is easy tp put up woith, nevermind when you pair it with a fucking attitude of "I'm always right, I'm never wrong, so that means you must be"?? Katie do you think humans are saints? We all have a point where we snap. And I snapped on your ass alst night. You ndeserve every swear I threw your way. I should've creamed your ass. Maybe then you could get a taste of the dirt, and realize that yu're not some little super goddess, jsut a person like the rest of us. So next tiem, take your righteous attitude and stubborn mule head, and shove it up your ass. Because that's where it belongs, you self-righteous, arrogant, know-it-all, PUNCH-IN-THE-ARM-BECAUSE-I-CAN'T-REACH-YOUR-FACE, BITCH!
Meagan, I am not mad at you, I was simply a bit annoyed at you guys being so irresponsible, but I do beleiv ethat was a cause of lack of information. Don't worry, ma'am. I still luv ya. Just enxt time, try to call me before 10, kk? So i can get home on time? BTW.. You can ask brennan, I really wasn't that angry after talking to you. You have a way of calming me down... maybe it's reason in the face of fire, yes?
Aims, thank you for the wonderful movie, I hope that we can do that again... "Yo, is Kerri Lee here?" LMAO!!! "He's hott..." "Sheng?" "No!! The horse, duh!!!" I haven't laughed that much in a LONG time!!! And this is why i luv you girly. You are my salvation... But next time, DO NOT LET ME CALL BACK!!!!
To the group: Thanks guys for everything last night, you were definitely a high-point. I hope we can all hang out again soon, and please, please... jsut know that though I am me, I do luv you. All of you.
Is there a way that a person can not feel strong emotions, simply live in the land of bland? Truly, to bring up a topic later, I want to know why, though I get angry relatively quickly, it's never long-lasting (about 10 minutes is my limit) and it's not usually that strong... I can be wonderfully happy, no problemo, but... angry, sad, anything like that? Can't keep it up...
I've always thought, as you can ask Mike and Missy, that happiness is a rather shallow emotion, lying atop, floating along, simply beaming its sunshiny face into anyone who wants to see... Whereas pain or anger is darker, deeper, in the deep spot that no one wants to swim in... Anyway... There are some people who don't even go near the deep end, unless completely shoved. Well, to tell you the truth, I was shoved... Hard. And the flashflood that wiped me out, was prolly the same one that took out the ancient city of Meinos, except I think it was a volcano that really did that.
So, for the whatever number this is... Katie, I address you directly, as this deals with no other. If you ever provoke me like you did last night, I will leave my mark. Probably on your face. Now, as I'msure you have no idea why I was and am so pissed off, here it is. First off, you group me with people who never showed up. Second off, when I did show up, you blew me off, and last night, you told me to "wait 2 seconds". Well, ma'am, I DID wait two seconds. Actually, I waited about an hour. And if it had been jsut boredom plaguing me, I could ahve sat there and beared it. But I was miserable. You know how much I hate bugs... Biting bugs, ones that bite me, especially. So, I waited it out for as long as I could stand, then I told Meagan to give you a hug goodbye for me, I didn't want to interrupt your game, and left. And the fact that you need other people to call out insults as I'm leaving, trying to keep cool, trying to make sure I don't leave any marks, is jsut another insult to me. You couldn't even handle it yourself? You had to have Andy help you? The kid does not even know me, he doesn't know anything about me. He doesn't even know what he's talking about. So, next time, keep your henchmen to yourself.
You lost my respect last night... And that's everything to a friendship. I saw red last ngiht, and anyone who does that to me, well...*shrugs* maybe you should rethink your strategies next time. And also, I hope you never drink again, because You are an ASSHOLE when you drink. I'm pretty sure you're pissed at the moment, as well, but this is how I saw the whole moment, and wow... No one has ever done that much damage, except for perhaps, a long time ago. I just want you to know... You hurt me, a lot. And now, now I hope I can hurt you back, but I know it won't make me feel better, so I'm going to leave you with your little followers for a while, and hope that maybe in a moment of clarity, you understand where I'm coming from. And now I'm off to my SB, because I'm really not done on this topic, but if I put into words what's on my mind... i will never be able to salvage any remnants of this friendship.
Actually... Ya know, i thought about it, and I actually decided that I'm not jsut gonna hide it in my SB. I once cursed out Mike and Carolyn and Corey on here, now it's your turn, you bitch. You think you can jsut treat people any way you like, getting up in their face, punching them in the arm, and they'll always back down. Well, I do, because I don't want to CREAM YOUR ASS! Do you realize that not only do I weigh a good 30 pounds more than you, but I also am about 6 inches taller? Oh wait... Unless we're sittin,g then maybe you can feel almsot tall, I suppose. Do you think a Napoleon complex is easy tp put up woith, nevermind when you pair it with a fucking attitude of "I'm always right, I'm never wrong, so that means you must be"?? Katie do you think humans are saints? We all have a point where we snap. And I snapped on your ass alst night. You ndeserve every swear I threw your way. I should've creamed your ass. Maybe then you could get a taste of the dirt, and realize that yu're not some little super goddess, jsut a person like the rest of us. So next tiem, take your righteous attitude and stubborn mule head, and shove it up your ass. Because that's where it belongs, you self-righteous, arrogant, know-it-all, PUNCH-IN-THE-ARM-BECAUSE-I-CAN'T-REACH-YOUR-FACE, BITCH!