Wednesday was a thoroughly exciting day for me. I washed my car at a car wash with Laura, and took pictures of it, then... me and Kate put up christmas lights and lights on the tree and whatnot, then Matt came over, and OMG... I was so excited, I stayted up till 1 AM bouncing of fhte walls! Matt told me that if I hadn't tried walking sideways up walls, I could start and probably succeed. I nearly died laughing, and looking back, it's not really funny. At all.
OMG... I'm so jealous of KATE!!! AHHH!!! LoL She went on a date with John tonight- How come I never get to go out on Dates?! Geeeezzz... Can't a girl have some fun every once in a while?? I'm so happy for her, he's sooo sweet! hehe And cute! hehe Kay... enough of this, Matt will think I'm thought-cheating, Lmao
What else, what else?? I'm DONE WITH EXAMS!!! I completely bombed Latin, but Micro was a breeze. I mean ,I only studied for maybe a couple hours total, and dude, I think I did AWESOME!!!
Oh, excitement!! I got Matt's present, and it is... Hilarious. No other word for it, except maybe... And I enjoyed this word very much when someone used it to describe the present- Scandalous. Oooh.. .What a good word, huh? Who would ever think I would do anything "Scandalous"?! I'm so excited! haha hehehe... I'm sooooo excited about his present... I wanna tell everyone, because I think it is soooooo awesome. Crazy! Insane! Fantastic! HILARIOUS!!! How else can I say that I think he is going to love it, and possibly want to kill me at the same time?!
I -love- sappy movies, they make me feel so... eeeeee... that is an exclamation of that hot, tight, incredibly sweet feeling you get in the center of your chest when you see something that is just so... nice. heh The whole point of sappy movies, I suppose. I need to take a shower and get my arse over to Emily's, so i can leave and go to James's... haha
So much fun! YAY!
Friday, December 16, 2005
Monday, December 12, 2005
I am sick again... It kinda sucks, hardcore. I can't stop coughing, I can barely breathe, and it onset in about... 2 hours. Stupid F'ing cold. I hate having weak lungs. I swear, it's the only part of me susceptible to infection. Which would suck if I had the bird flue- I mean, it affects your lungs, I would DIE!!!
I'm feeling small and... I don't know what word I want. It was there ,then it left. Susceptible? No. Infectious? Yes, but no. Unloved? Not at all... Vulnerable. There it is. Vulnerable. I feel small and vulnerable. I think it's because I'm sick- my head doesn't work and I feel like I just got run over by a bus. All I want is to curl up and have someone watch over me, take care of me like my mommy used to. I was thinking of that today. I fell asleep on the couch just before we had to go to a party, and I thought, "If this were a family party, my mommy wouldn't make me go, because she would know that I wasn't feeling good- just because I fell asleep when i should be getting ready." And it made me sad because I knew that Kate would make me go, and my mommy wouldn't be there to make her go away.
Sure enough, 5 minutes later, Kate the Harpie was standing over me, tugging on my arm, demanding I get up, because I had to go, etc .etc. Pooh on her. Emily gave me a Dessert Fondue thingy- looks like a Hershey's kiss and promises to be just as fun as kissing... haha My tasteless gift certificate to Panera went over well, because danielle, my victim of tasteless gifts mentioned above, is a Panera Virgin (OMG!!! Another corrupted soul!!) and so Emily and I are going to make her a Panera Whore. hahah Cinnamon Crunch bagels... OMG... Sinful... hhahah
Then we went over to Luis's and brought him his birthday cake Kate and I made earlier, complete with "Feliz Cumpleanos Luis" in blue lettering on chocolate frosting- looked surprisingly good, I have to give it to Kate- and we ate it. It was delicious. I was not hungry, but it was delicious.
I still don't feel good, so I'm going to bed. Hah... If my boy wants to see me, he can drive here, because I am going to bed... heh I'll think of games later, h'otay?! H'otay. Night y'all! Sweet dreams!!!
I'm feeling small and... I don't know what word I want. It was there ,then it left. Susceptible? No. Infectious? Yes, but no. Unloved? Not at all... Vulnerable. There it is. Vulnerable. I feel small and vulnerable. I think it's because I'm sick- my head doesn't work and I feel like I just got run over by a bus. All I want is to curl up and have someone watch over me, take care of me like my mommy used to. I was thinking of that today. I fell asleep on the couch just before we had to go to a party, and I thought, "If this were a family party, my mommy wouldn't make me go, because she would know that I wasn't feeling good- just because I fell asleep when i should be getting ready." And it made me sad because I knew that Kate would make me go, and my mommy wouldn't be there to make her go away.
Sure enough, 5 minutes later, Kate the Harpie was standing over me, tugging on my arm, demanding I get up, because I had to go, etc .etc. Pooh on her. Emily gave me a Dessert Fondue thingy- looks like a Hershey's kiss and promises to be just as fun as kissing... haha My tasteless gift certificate to Panera went over well, because danielle, my victim of tasteless gifts mentioned above, is a Panera Virgin (OMG!!! Another corrupted soul!!) and so Emily and I are going to make her a Panera Whore. hahah Cinnamon Crunch bagels... OMG... Sinful... hhahah
Then we went over to Luis's and brought him his birthday cake Kate and I made earlier, complete with "Feliz Cumpleanos Luis" in blue lettering on chocolate frosting- looked surprisingly good, I have to give it to Kate- and we ate it. It was delicious. I was not hungry, but it was delicious.
I still don't feel good, so I'm going to bed. Hah... If my boy wants to see me, he can drive here, because I am going to bed... heh I'll think of games later, h'otay?! H'otay. Night y'all! Sweet dreams!!!