I lied. Talent Night was really good, but I think that Seniors definitely shoulda had something better up their sleeve. OUr acts mostly sucked, wiht the exception of chris, who was really good, but I htink should've engaged the audience more by actually using melody in his playing.

I've decided that I'm not really going to post in here for a while. I jsut don't have time to write what I'd like to write, nor even what I need to write. So... This Bloggery Blogspot is on a break. Hah.

Now, I was lying on the floor with my dog the other day, jsut relaxing with my head on her shoulder, her passed out, when I thought of this particular elusive thought: Are choices merely your subconscious forcing your conscious mind to work in a particular way?

Now really... If you're at ease with a situation, you reflect it in the way you move, speak, listen, and even sit- you jsut act at-ease. But, when you're unsure of yourself, even if you hide it real well, you still don't know how to act and whatnot.

Anyway... If you think something isn't going to work out, or even if you have the littlest of doubts about something, now you're looking for the crack, for the glitch in the system, and by looking, you're almost guaranteed to find something. So, if choices are made, maybe luck is subconscious, too... Like, good luck means that you're subconscious is looking for the good in things, whereas bad luck is when you're looking for the worst thing to happen, so of course, you're going to find it if you're looking for it. Both ways.

YAY! FIREWORKS! GOOD LUCK TO ME!!!!!

Two random thoughts to talk about tomorrow morning:

Chance in life

Choices- Are they random, or do you decide by your subconscious decisions?

*yawn* I'm so tired... I did okay in the horse show today... After all, it was raining all day, my horse was disgusted ebcause he had to stand around in the rain 90% of the time, and I was pissy becuase I had to stand around in the rain 95% of the time. Shoot me. But, we did okay, overall. As Cynthia put it... "I think you really kick butt because, after all, you're riding the horse no one wants to ride." "Why?" "Because he's work." *smirk* Maybe so... He is a pain in the butt. But I sitll like him a lot.

Anyway... The pirate costume worked out jsut fine, we ended up making a hat, and me and Kim came in for third. Honestly, I htink we had the ebst costume, but the little kids that won first and second were pretty darned cute, even if they didn't have a real point to their costumes... Maybe they didn't ahve to, LoL half the fun was the effort put into this silly show. Egg and Spoon - Ghost and Spoon - Was funny. I came in second ebcause something happened when we went to extend the trot... I dunno. I think he tripped... LoL Dumbutt.

So... I have cross country tomorrow, but no one bothers to tell the abby when or where to meet for the bus. This job sucks. I've decided that I hate cross-country, and almsot everyone that associates with it.

So, Taking the SATs on 6 hours of sleep. That was interesting... LoL Like, OMG... Just kill me now. And then going home to find my car not only painted, but the tire completely trashed. So, we went to JOhnston and got a new tire, -then- I went to the barn, and worked my ass off braiding, cleaning, and wahtever, till 7. Woot! But, It was still okay, because I was in the barn! LoL

And Zox still rock. Nothing can take that away from them. PS... I can finally type my own way and not look at the keyboard. Hahah... Screw you Mr. Berthelette. HAHHAHAH!!!