I am no longer the "Arrow Loser," buit the "Arrow Finder." I am sooo excited! hehe I really don't think Chris likes it when me and Joe are around together... I remember how I felt when Missa and Mike were togther... I jsut wanted to like, go away, or do something. *shrugs* I dunno. I guess it's jsut a best friend type of thing. I mean, when we're jsut hanging togehter, we're fine. But... when it's me and Joe, he's constantly proving that Joe's his frined, and their relationship is stronger than mine and Joe's... Not cool, but... eh, whatcha gonna do? *shrug* It doesn't really bother me, now that I've realized what's happening, and honestly, beyond some of his digs that have actually kinds hurt, none of it's really affected me. Like, at the time it kinda stings, but after about 5 minutes, I kinda forget about it.

Anyway, went to the dentist today, and found out I have a "discolored tooth." Yep, one of my teeth has a funky color to it, and they're jsut waiting for it to decay out from under my jaw. Yay!!! hehe Anyway... I wonder what the hell katie's talking about. I don't use flowery language and gestures in this blog... I jsut kinda... talk. Mine are long because I have a lot to say, and not much else to do! hehe Anyway, if you notice, the poems are all when i"m in a bad mood or depressed... Not necessarily a good thing, if you get my gist. Anyway... g'night!

Yep, gotta go study for Bio, but I'm gonna be going to pap gio's later tonight for all-you-can-eat din din... yay! I'm all excited...

Katie, you gotta press post and publish in order for your blog to show up.

I gotta call that place in NY, so I can tlak to them... Even my mum said I should. *grin* Yay.

Yeah, so... my brother went swimming today... I jsut went stoping aorund so much in puddles, I looked like a mud puppy... You know, one of those fish-like, salamander things that lvies in the mud and leaves at the bottom of the lake? Yep, that was me... I had to strip off my jeans and race my butt inside so that I could get into another pair of jeans to go chop ice into little pieces so it'd melt... yay! I was a working girl... first we "tickled" the grass on top of the hill... Raking, as far as I'm concerned... And then I went out and became a mud puppy, as mentioned earlier, and... went home soaking wet! hehe it was sooo cold, that water was! COming straight off the lake, I pushed my brother into htis little river, and... I waded in after, then got my bike stuck on hte way back home, so i threw it down and went stomping about in mud puddles... *grins* I love spring! hehe

Anyway, I found this farm up in Upstate NY, yeah, about 5 hours away, which has a program for kids who want to go on a High School kind of thing where you live at the farm during the school year, attend school there, and ride every day, etc. I'm all excited. But anyway, there's a good chance I might get to go up there for the summer, and maybe then I'll see if i like it enough to give up my senior year of High school for a horse farm... *grin* But there's a good chance... If they'll take me, I shalt be obligated to go... Twist my arm about it! geez!! LoL j/k... You all know I'd miss you, but I want to do something with my life, and I want it to be with horses, and well... I'm selfish. Screw it, I'll be blunt. I'm Selfish. Me me me, I I I... yes, it's all I think about! hah! Nahh... I really would miss all of you guys, especially the Biology Crew, but everyone else jsut as much, and you too, Meester Acorn, a whole hella lot! *grin* But like I said. I don't want to be jsut one of those medicre vets who does only what they have to, and never achieves anyhting. I want to be good, I want to make a difference. And I really would like to do something with my riding, go somplace with it. And this place promises to help me achieve all of that. Night all, peace!