Wednesday, March 26, 2003

I am no longer the "Arrow Loser," buit the "Arrow Finder." I am sooo excited! hehe I really don't think Chris likes it when me and Joe are around together... I remember how I felt when Missa and Mike were togther... I jsut wanted to like, go away, or do something. *shrugs* I dunno. I guess it's jsut a best friend type of thing. I mean, when we're jsut hanging togehter, we're fine. But... when it's me and Joe, he's constantly proving that Joe's his frined, and their relationship is stronger than mine and Joe's... Not cool, but... eh, whatcha gonna do? *shrug* It doesn't really bother me, now that I've realized what's happening, and honestly, beyond some of his digs that have actually kinds hurt, none of it's really affected me. Like, at the time it kinda stings, but after about 5 minutes, I kinda forget about it.

Anyway, went to the dentist today, and found out I have a "discolored tooth." Yep, one of my teeth has a funky color to it, and they're jsut waiting for it to decay out from under my jaw. Yay!!! hehe Anyway... I wonder what the hell katie's talking about. I don't use flowery language and gestures in this blog... I jsut kinda... talk. Mine are long because I have a lot to say, and not much else to do! hehe Anyway, if you notice, the poems are all when i"m in a bad mood or depressed... Not necessarily a good thing, if you get my gist. Anyway... g'night!