Wednesday, January 29, 2003

Well, anyway... Last night I went over to Erik's house and talked to him, and it ended up okay, I think. Now he knows what's on my mind, and I know what's on his, and it's all good. I can't wait till Karaoke Night tonight... it's going to be such fun, even more so now, because I don't ahve to work, so I can just head on over there after getting everything done! Yay!

I think I surprised brad with the way I'd figured out how to handle two particular problems of mine, without any help at all from anyone but myself. I mean, now he knows that yes, I might actually have something decent inside my head, instead of a lumpy mash of gray matter(with white underneath, mind you!), and that I have figured out how to keep myself relatively out of trouble. At least, until the next time one of my brain-dead moments happens, and i start this whole vicious cycle over again. *grins* And I'm particularly good with hte brain-dead moments, can you tell? LoL

Anyway, onto the problems. Yes, most, if not all of us knew that Abby liked Matt, even still does to a certain degree. And now we know how she goes about handling these problems. She avoids the people who make her think. *grins* Yep, it's all about you, Matt, it's all about you! And now, now she's realized that in order to just deal with it, she can't do that! So... Problem solved. (And you wondered why I didn't call you for a month. Now you know. *grins*)

(Yes, I love to talk about myself in the third person.- Ask Anyone who hangs with me regularly. It's a tragic thing!)

Anyway, the whole problem with Erik was solved because I talked to him and figured it out with the one person who could help me do that. Now why didn't I think of it before? I mean, c'mon! I've got the gray matter, why don't I use it?!?!?!

Monday, January 27, 2003

Yes, I had a dream last night, and I think it was the "real" part of me telling me what to do about the whole Erik situtation. As anyone knows, who has been hanging with me ove rthe past few months, (Yes, Months.) I have been obsessing. Anyway, I'm not quite up to facing the facts of what I learned in my dream, but... I htink I may be on the road to it. And now I have a reason to... *fades off* Work time.