// series one - as usual
-- name: Abigail Michele Guy / StF, ADDy, Squirrel, Mouse, Abby
-- birthdate: 4/12/86
-- birthplace: Burrillville, RI
-- current location: Same... Downstairs near the woodstove... HEAT!
-- eye color: "Stormy Blue"
-- hair color: Blondy-Brown
-- height: 5' 61/2" Don't forget the half inch, dammit!
-- shoe size: 10... big footsies for balance... Lord knows I need something to help me from falling over!
-- marital status: Single... Need more be said?
-- righty or lefty: Righty. The lefties are an inferior breed - I agree!
-- zodiac sign: Aries
-- innie or outtie: Innie


// series two - describe
-- your heritage: French-canadian, Swedish
-- your hair: Ehm... Curly when wet, just... there when not?
-- your weakness: eh... there's jsut too many to mention just one!
-- your fears: Lotsa those too... Mostly, I'm afraid of the monsters living in my closet... -.-
-- your perfect pizza: OMG... Everything... Even Anchovies.
-- one thing you'd like to achieve: Being happy in most everything that I do.


// series three - what is...
-- your most overused phrase on aol\aim: ... Yeah... I have a weakness for the ...'s *grins* Point taken?
-- your thoughts first waking up: Oh my God... I made it another day!? Yeah!
-- the first feature you notice in the opposite (or same) sex: Well, first thing I check out is the body, but... really notice, is what the person is feeling. *grins* Please don't go screaming from the room just yet!! LoL
-- your best physical features: Eh... Well, my hair is always flying around, so it's interesting, if nothing else! LoL
-- your bedtime: Depends on how much sugar you've let me have... I have been known to stay up 72 hours straight... 6 liters of Mountain Dew and I don't know how much McDonald's road food later, I'm still ticking! hehe
-- your greatest accomplishment: Being me and not getting beat up on a day-to-day basis!
-- your most missed memory: Climbing/Swimming upriver with Gretchen, when we used to get together for Summer parties in Vermont...


// series four - you prefer
-- pepsi or coke: Pepsi, MOUNTAIN DEW!!!! Coke sucks.
-- mcdonald's or burger king: depends on who's working when I need food. *grins*
-- single or group dates: Eh, both are good.
-- adidas or nike: Adidas. No questions asked.
-- lipton iced tea or nestea: Neither, preferably?
-- chocolate or vanilla: CHOCOLATE!!! Yeah!yeah!
-- cappucino or coffee: I rather like the foam...
-- boxers or briefs: BOXERS!! Hella yeah! Especially dark blue ones with silver stars!!


// series five - do you
-- smoke: Eh... Do I look stupid to you? eh.. one sec- *covers hair real quick* Now,... Do I -look- stupid to you!?
-- cuss: Of course not, mommy dearest.... *smiles... starts to walk away, stubs toe* Shyt, that hurt!! Ehm...
-- sing well: hehe... By myself? of course!
-- take a shower everyday: eh, if i need it.
-- do you think you've been in love: think? No.. I know it.
-- want to go to college: Yeppers...
-- like high school: Yeah.
-- want to get married: Eh... maybe.
-- type with your fingers on the right keys: Basically... But not exactly. What's your definition of right keys?
-- believe in yourself: I am my own biggest cheering section!
-- get motion sickness: Only somtimes
-- think you're attractive: Eh, not really, but tolerable. *grins*
-- think you're a health freak: *snickers* I'm eating coffee ice cream. What do you think?
-- like thunderstorms: Yeah! I pull the covers over my head (and my dogs! LoL), and watch out the window!
-- play an instrument: Ehm... Used to?


// series six - in the past month, have you
-- drank alcohol: Nopers.
-- smoked: *covers hair once again* Do I -look- stupid to you?
-- done a drug: Sharpie Markers count? LoL
-- had sex: Nopers...
-- gone on a date: Not exactly, but sorta...
-- gone to the mall?: Ehm. Maybe? I don't really remember.
-- eaten an entire box of oreos: hah. No.
-- eaten sushi: Yum Yum Yum, Sushi!
-- been on stage: Yes/... I had to figure out where the light switch was.
-- been dumped: Nopers.
-- gone skating: Ice!? Where?! ICE!!! AHH!!!!
-- made homemade cookies: Yeah! They were mondo good! hehe
-- gone skinny dipping: Nopers...
-- dyed your hair: Nah... Why bother? It'd still fly everywhere
-- stolen anything: Ehm... Does a stick of gum count?


series seven - have you ever
-- played a game that required removal of clothing?: Ehm...No. I like my clothes kept -on-,thanks.
-- if so, was it mixed company: "*shudders* I can't picture any of my friends without clothes" - Ditto
-- been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Eh, nope... I'm good watching everyone else... Besides the puking, it's pretty funny.
-- been caught doing something: Nopers. I am the Queen of ... *blinks* I lost the word.
-- been called a tease: Yeah... By the Queen of Teases, herself. Screw you, Ms.
-- gotten beaten up: Only by myself...
--beat someone up: hah. yes!! My bro and one of his friends!! hehe
-- shoplifted: Cookies, Apples, and OJ, from work wehn I was starving and ahd no food.
-- if so, did you get caught: No one really cares... The bad-ass cook wasn't there!
-- changed who you were to fit in: Eh, no... I'm either really loud or really quiet.


// series eight - the future
-- age you hope to be married: *blinks* I'm supposed to know this?
-- itinerary?: I have trouble living in the present... And you expect me to know the future?
-- describe your dream wedding: Warm, warm is good.
-- how do you want to die: Painlessly, preferably.
-- where you want to go to college: Prolly New England
-- what do you want to be when you grow up: Horse Vet.
-- what country would you most like to visit: Ireland and Aussie


// series nine - currents
= current clothes: Jeans, Sweatshirt... What else do you want?
= current mood: Jitter-buggish
= current taste: Spring
= current hair: "messy, with the whole bed head look....like always" -Mine's showered, but... yeah. Same.
= current annoyance: Lack of music on my system... There we go! fixed!
= current smell: Woodstove.
= current thing you ought to be doing: Health... hah.
= current desktop picture: The fucking Boat. Oops! Did I say that!? I meant the wonderful, awesome, inspiring picture of our gorgeous Piece of Shyt. I mean, Boat.
= current favorite groups: Anyone who even vauglely knows me knows the answer to this....but besides Nightwish...3 doors down, two mix, eh, within tempations, e nomine, lake of tears, think thats it -- Hmm... I'll have to check those out -- Evanescence, Palo Alto, Cheval, Greenday, eh, everything?
= current dvd in player: None.
= current refreshment: Eh, Water.
= current worry: Hmm... Tonight
= current crush: You would ask, wouldn't you? hah!
= current favorite celebrity: Eh, well, I like the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles- Leonardo, to be precise!

Greenday... Ya know, I used to like that band, way back when I was in like, the 4th grade. But now... now I'm finally getting back into it. Right now, listneing to "she", I can't help but wonder why I ever got pulled away... Anyway, you guys would all laugh your frieking asses off (much like I did when I was told), at how two 50 year-old's are trying to set me up with some guy... It's pathetic!!! Lmao. And horribly funny at the same time, in a sick, pathetic, hi8larious kind of way. I need to go to Emerald Square Mall to get jeans, but I can't seem to get my ass moving to go. Dammit! I want company! LoL... This could be very bad... Very bad, indeed.

Yep, talk about changing subjects... *grins* I am the queen of subject changes! LoL Anyway, i did my good Samaritan deed for the day in bringing Jeremy home. I don't think he realizes jsut how much I actually like his company. He's a cool kid. Of course, so are Mike and Corey. Cool to hang around with, but in a very platonic way. Keeping it on the down-low. I wrote in here yesterday, but I guess my da deleted it before I could save it... Damn him! LoL

I now work on Fridays too, so you'd best beleive I'm giving up one of my shifts at Elmhurst. Of course, I'm moving to Waterman Lake anyway, so... *shrugs* I'm gonna miss my people so much. Unbelievable amount. I can't even imagine not seeing Molly and Ms. Irene and all them... I even got to Madeline, so now she doesn't scream at me every five seconds. *shrugs* I dunno. I hate the thought of leaving, but the drive down and back is killing my gas money.

Right... I think the reason I am not making an effort any longer, is cause I'm scared out of my mind. I mean, I will get in trouble if I hang out with him a lot. I know I will. I'm an easily swayed person. I much prefer jsut watching him and laughing over the stuff he does. Granted, I love being the center of attention, but I like to stay on the outside and watch, too... Maybe I'm jsut a friek. LoL Well duh! We knew that, right?! ehhe

Anyway... Haven't talked in a while, mostly because I haven't had time, but also becuase I jsut have had too much to write about, and as before, I have no time to get around to what needs to be done. So, i left it be. Which, in this case, was not a good thing. In fact, i ended up spazzing in Bio, and very nearly cried my way into complete hysteria... I really only made it into some hysterical-ness, but it was going to get worse if I wasn't jsut left alone. Thank God I had been pissing everyone off, or I might have jsut committed myself throwing myself out the window.

Anyway... Between Katie, Missa, prom, and all that good shyt, I've been so upset the past couple of days, I haven't known who to scream at, who to cry in front of, and who else to just... ignore. So, I ignored everyone, and in doing so, keeping minimal contact with anyone, I managed to get jsut enough conversation in, that it set me off the edge and i ended up doing exactly what I was trying to avoid, in frotn of EVERYONE in my Bio class. Gotta love stuff that like. Actually, I think Missa mostly set me up to fail, because everyone believes her over me, and we all know why. I should jsut laugh myself into a corner and be paranoid with the cockroaches... "Did you see that fruitcake in the corne, Josh?" "Oh yeah, Myrtle... she's a paranoid one..." "She has a flyswatter, too...She thinks we're gonna attack her!" "Ever see anything as sad as that!?"

"You jsut haven't found anyone that wrinkles your prune, have you?" How wise is that saying? Anyway... No. I haven't found anyone that "wrinkles my prune". I simply cannot seem to find anyone that I like enough to make a giant effort for, to impress and seriously make time for. As it is, I was invited to go over Joe's house to hang with him and Chris this afternoon, and I felt real bad when i had to cancel because clarissa called and told me I needed to get my ass over to hte barn, Bugsy was sick. So, I'll jsut have to explain to him what happened and that I'm sorry i couldn't make it. Course, I'm not sure he's exactly disappointed, but... hey, I figure I have to do it anyway. He gave me a ride home, he deserves an explanation. *shrugs*

Oh man!! Katie thinks I'm trying to break her and matt up!!! *snickers* I'm sorry... I may do stupid things, Hell, i do assanine things!, but that is jsut tooo stupid, even for me to try. (*listening to Faith Hill- Breath*) Besides, I don't think she understands what I meant in my last blogger post. I sitll like him, yes. But not as in a romantic, I want him now, kind of way. It's more like... the glue to our frinedship, which I wonder even exists anymore... I've had it with one-way friendships, and even though he tells me that he hates them, too... I wonder if he realizes jsut how one-sided he is, sometimes? I mena, if anyone inititates anything, it's usually me. Honestly, I feel like I'm poaching when I call him, or IM him, or anything. It's jsut me being paranoid, but even so... it takes a lot of effort to pick up hte phone or type in that simple word of greeting. And, I jsut don't have the willpower to make the effort anymore. I'm too sick to care enough to pick it up, to even care anymore. Sorry, Matt.

I'm sick and sad and delusional and cruel...
The world is a bleak, depressing,
horizon of stark corners and cold shadows.
Watch for me now, watch for the Dark One...

On her harley she comes, all
black leather and silver chrome
Her black bike of Doom has come to fly
through the skies, and pick away
the colors of the world..

On a happier note, I have been happy lately, mostly, except for the moments when I've been momentarily sad or depressed... mainly when I'm with certain people, LoL So, Joe and Chris each have a business card from my dad with my number on it... I'm a little worried, really... hehe That was nervous laughter, just so everyone knows. Anyway... i got shyt to do, things to say, people to confuse... cya all later!