Tuesday, February 25, 2003

heh... I played pool last night, nad my mummy thinks I broke my finger... LoL

Sunday, February 23, 2003

Ouch... My bro was jsut fingered as someone involved in a breaking and entering. I know he didn't do it, but I don't know why. I jsut know it. Mum's not even getting involved inthis one, refusing to take sides, for or against Seth. But I know he didn't do it. He just isn't acting like it. Trust me, I've seen him act innocent before, and he's not pretending now. *shakes head* And now my parents are yelling at him for not doing it, yelling at him because of the friends he keeps. Granted, I wish I could smack some sense into his head, but... jsut this once I have more faith in him than either of my parents. For dad, that's no biggie. But, for mom, it's huge... I hope I never lose her faith. I've never had as much with her as Seth had, but geez... I think about it and all I want to do is cry. How could he hang with shytheads like them and think it was okay?

" I had a feeling i belonged... I had a feeling that I could be someone..."
"You had a fast car, fast enough where you could fly away..."
LoL
Worked from 7, to 7 yesterday... It was sooo bad! lmao But, enough about the bad stuff... Onto more bad stuff! Mr. Joe, I could hit you. You really need to get that hand checked out. It's all nasty and whatnot...

Oooh... that's weird. Ever like, hald a finger to your throat as you sing or talk? It feels so different... And I know why. *grins* Thank you, Mr. Boucher! LoL

Yep, I'm still an outcast. *shrugs* I'm sorry, Tara, but if you can't forgive me, then I can't work to redeem myself. *shrug* It's a horrible cycle, I know, but... I'm too much of an apathetic-looking, introverted person to really express myself in wrods that deserve to be said. Not much I can do to relieve it, but hey... maybe I'm just being paranoid. Or maybe you're like me, hiding it. Now -that's- a scary thought. Someone jsut as screwed up as me....