Saturday, December 14, 2002
I don't get J. Lo's new video... If she's trying to prove that she's still grounded, then why is the video portraying her as rich and famous? I don't understand. damn... she is so frelling skinny! lmao And she certainly is pretty, even with her rather large appendage. But hey! If you're as pretty, or, for that matter, as nice as I hear she is, as her, I don't suppose that many people will strike you off their list because of your ass.
Anyway... enough on that subject of which is apparently of not much interest to anyone except me. I got to see the catwalk yesterday!!! Whoop! Katie thought I was kidding when I said i wanted to visit Lincoln High School, jsut to go see and paly on the catwalk... it really is cool. I don't undertand why she thought I was kidding. The view is absolutely amazing from there! You can see all the fields and beyond! I was so excited when I finally got there. WE didn't get a chance when the play was going on, because all the hallways were blocked off with gates. But, when the school was jsut out, and it was 2:30, everything was still open! So... I went and found the damned catwalk, which, wasn't very hard at all. Pretty cool, though... Very cool, actually.
Then, of course, she wanted to find Matt, so, me remembering what he'd said about always staying after to get the school store closed, didn't bother looking for long, nad jsut went straight to there. Katie was leading the way, so she was halfway down the hallway by the time she figured out i was gone. By then, I'd already had my hands over his eyes, and havingshhh'd Brian, who was off to the side with a teacher, was making him guess who I was, by being obsinately silent. It was rather funny the look of surprise, when I finally spoke to Brian, who was standing off to the side, with," Hi Brian!" Qnd he was like, "Hi abby!!" LoL
Just then, Katie walked in and he was like, Oh no... Not you! To me... *rolls eyes* I get the distinct feeling he doesn't enjoy my company! LoL Then he saw Katie and was like... Oh dear! It -is- you! Or something along those lines, LoL So I said hi to Brian, while Matt was busy with Katie, and then I went out to the car ebcause Matt made fun of me. So, of course, they all followed me, and While matt got a ride home with a friend of his, whose name I forget, I'm so sorry!!, Katie and me played inthe parking lot for a bit, and eventually caught up because Katie drives fast, LoL
Anyway, later on that night, I went riding with Dan, and had many people in the Big barn down the road tell me i had a gorgeous animal, even for an arab, I heard one hanoverian snob remark. LoL But, even so... I loved it, hehe. She was actually behaving, too! hehe I was so pleasantly surprised! hehe And she really is a gorgeous animal... That beautiful gray color (which I hate, did I ever tell you that?), which jsut looks so good on her, because she's a damned Arabian. (Did I mention I hate Arabians either? They're so stupid! lmao Guess I can't say that anymore...) Anyway... we did all our suppling exercises, and raced around the arena a couple times, before she finally decided that maybe she wasn't really going anywhere, and she should save it for the gravel pits, where I let her go all-out. *grins* So, it all worked out.
After that, I went over to Katie's work after that, changing, and dinner at Clarissa's ( Mmm.. .Ramen noodles slathered in butter... Yum Yum!) I am loving my surrogate family! hehe She gave me a bite of her custom made sandwich, which I must say was delish! Absolutely yummilicious! LoL
Anyway... Enough about dinner! Then we picked up Missa, dropping my car off at home on the way to pick her up, and headed down to Smithfield! We got 6 inflated balloons for dave at L'il General, which only cost 2.13 with tax, even though it was supposed to cost somewhere around 6 bucks! lmao So, we made out. We called dave's house halfway there, and he wasn't home, damn him! So, we dropped off the balloons, and called his cell number, which his gramma gave to me, and fond out he was at tim's house! So... we stopped by there, and I'm pretty sure they were all stoned, or seomthing, but... Eh, whatever, Lol It was fun! hehe So we went home, and I dropped into bed like a boulder into the ocean... Flat, LoL And with a big splash. HEH!
Anyway... That was my day, and I had tons of fun! All the more time for adventures tonight! YAY! TTYL, (TIGGER!! heh!) Me! ")>
Anyway... enough on that subject of which is apparently of not much interest to anyone except me. I got to see the catwalk yesterday!!! Whoop! Katie thought I was kidding when I said i wanted to visit Lincoln High School, jsut to go see and paly on the catwalk... it really is cool. I don't undertand why she thought I was kidding. The view is absolutely amazing from there! You can see all the fields and beyond! I was so excited when I finally got there. WE didn't get a chance when the play was going on, because all the hallways were blocked off with gates. But, when the school was jsut out, and it was 2:30, everything was still open! So... I went and found the damned catwalk, which, wasn't very hard at all. Pretty cool, though... Very cool, actually.
Then, of course, she wanted to find Matt, so, me remembering what he'd said about always staying after to get the school store closed, didn't bother looking for long, nad jsut went straight to there. Katie was leading the way, so she was halfway down the hallway by the time she figured out i was gone. By then, I'd already had my hands over his eyes, and havingshhh'd Brian, who was off to the side with a teacher, was making him guess who I was, by being obsinately silent. It was rather funny the look of surprise, when I finally spoke to Brian, who was standing off to the side, with," Hi Brian!" Qnd he was like, "Hi abby!!" LoL
Just then, Katie walked in and he was like, Oh no... Not you! To me... *rolls eyes* I get the distinct feeling he doesn't enjoy my company! LoL Then he saw Katie and was like... Oh dear! It -is- you! Or something along those lines, LoL So I said hi to Brian, while Matt was busy with Katie, and then I went out to the car ebcause Matt made fun of me. So, of course, they all followed me, and While matt got a ride home with a friend of his, whose name I forget, I'm so sorry!!, Katie and me played inthe parking lot for a bit, and eventually caught up because Katie drives fast, LoL
Anyway, later on that night, I went riding with Dan, and had many people in the Big barn down the road tell me i had a gorgeous animal, even for an arab, I heard one hanoverian snob remark. LoL But, even so... I loved it, hehe. She was actually behaving, too! hehe I was so pleasantly surprised! hehe And she really is a gorgeous animal... That beautiful gray color (which I hate, did I ever tell you that?), which jsut looks so good on her, because she's a damned Arabian. (Did I mention I hate Arabians either? They're so stupid! lmao Guess I can't say that anymore...) Anyway... we did all our suppling exercises, and raced around the arena a couple times, before she finally decided that maybe she wasn't really going anywhere, and she should save it for the gravel pits, where I let her go all-out. *grins* So, it all worked out.
After that, I went over to Katie's work after that, changing, and dinner at Clarissa's ( Mmm.. .Ramen noodles slathered in butter... Yum Yum!) I am loving my surrogate family! hehe She gave me a bite of her custom made sandwich, which I must say was delish! Absolutely yummilicious! LoL
Anyway... Enough about dinner! Then we picked up Missa, dropping my car off at home on the way to pick her up, and headed down to Smithfield! We got 6 inflated balloons for dave at L'il General, which only cost 2.13 with tax, even though it was supposed to cost somewhere around 6 bucks! lmao So, we made out. We called dave's house halfway there, and he wasn't home, damn him! So, we dropped off the balloons, and called his cell number, which his gramma gave to me, and fond out he was at tim's house! So... we stopped by there, and I'm pretty sure they were all stoned, or seomthing, but... Eh, whatever, Lol It was fun! hehe So we went home, and I dropped into bed like a boulder into the ocean... Flat, LoL And with a big splash. HEH!
Anyway... That was my day, and I had tons of fun! All the more time for adventures tonight! YAY! TTYL, (TIGGER!! heh!) Me! ")>
Sunday, December 08, 2002
Oh Geez... How about this is the worst possible time that someone could choose to get abck at me? Yeah... i'm thinking someone seriously has a problem with me... Which, granted, is not a hard thing to do, but geez! Must you get my friends involved? Just... splatter my brains on the sidewalk, will ya? No need to get everyone so pissed off at me, though I must admit that it is a rather excellent psychological ploy to get me off-balanced... Now, what the hell was everyone saying about me being paranoid? I think I'm perfectly sane, as this incident proves. Someone is out to get me.
Man oh man... If it isn't an omen, I have no idea what is... I jsut spilled some water, and my mom yelled at me, then said, "If that's how your whole day goes, you're in trouble. Batting zero." I'm kind of scared at the moment. No... Let me put it this way. I'm very scared. I don't want to lose frineds, and I think this is the best way that someone could do this to me... Granted, I'm not fond of tracy, but who wouldn't be, after they know you for all of an hour, and declare you a brainless ditz. (Yes, I was/am upset with that, and probably will be, until I can seriously see the error of my ways and prove to her jsut how much of a non-brainless ditz I am, so she'll reconsider what she said. Hoenstly, I think it was said out of spite, as she liked Erik, and I was standing in the way, at the time. *shrugs* Alas, the things I shall never learn.) But, I certainly don't hate Erik, I'm jsut a little T'd off, and that's not even that much. I'm over it, basically, and though I'm hurt that he chose to do what he did, I'm certainly not pissed off anymore. I guess that thought process I said would take a week or so, took much less time. Yep... So, I guess that whole "talk" I was planning, over the kiss comments, is going to be put on hte back burner, because now this has reared it's ugly head. Yippee. As if I didn't have enough problems.
as for my comments of yesterday, Brennan, I was merely lashing out at the world, as I was mad at everyone and everything, and... though no one did anything truly horrible, I perceived it as such, and as I have one of the worst tempers you can imagine, i exploded. There's the simplest explanation I can give, as well as the most truthful. *shrugs* Shoot me. And at this moment, I'm debating being half-serious.
Yowch... All I can sya is... Yowch. However this turns out, I'm going to have people angry at me and I'm going to have people on my side... This is a lose-lose situation, and if you know my email and all my facts, then you surely msut know where this blogger is. So, here's my message to you, imposter:
You may have won this battle, but I have not yet begun to get up and over it... I will not be conquered by the likes of you, nor anyone else, for that matter. You will not win.
Man oh man... If it isn't an omen, I have no idea what is... I jsut spilled some water, and my mom yelled at me, then said, "If that's how your whole day goes, you're in trouble. Batting zero." I'm kind of scared at the moment. No... Let me put it this way. I'm very scared. I don't want to lose frineds, and I think this is the best way that someone could do this to me... Granted, I'm not fond of tracy, but who wouldn't be, after they know you for all of an hour, and declare you a brainless ditz. (Yes, I was/am upset with that, and probably will be, until I can seriously see the error of my ways and prove to her jsut how much of a non-brainless ditz I am, so she'll reconsider what she said. Hoenstly, I think it was said out of spite, as she liked Erik, and I was standing in the way, at the time. *shrugs* Alas, the things I shall never learn.) But, I certainly don't hate Erik, I'm jsut a little T'd off, and that's not even that much. I'm over it, basically, and though I'm hurt that he chose to do what he did, I'm certainly not pissed off anymore. I guess that thought process I said would take a week or so, took much less time. Yep... So, I guess that whole "talk" I was planning, over the kiss comments, is going to be put on hte back burner, because now this has reared it's ugly head. Yippee. As if I didn't have enough problems.
as for my comments of yesterday, Brennan, I was merely lashing out at the world, as I was mad at everyone and everything, and... though no one did anything truly horrible, I perceived it as such, and as I have one of the worst tempers you can imagine, i exploded. There's the simplest explanation I can give, as well as the most truthful. *shrugs* Shoot me. And at this moment, I'm debating being half-serious.
Yowch... All I can sya is... Yowch. However this turns out, I'm going to have people angry at me and I'm going to have people on my side... This is a lose-lose situation, and if you know my email and all my facts, then you surely msut know where this blogger is. So, here's my message to you, imposter:
You may have won this battle, but I have not yet begun to get up and over it... I will not be conquered by the likes of you, nor anyone else, for that matter. You will not win.