Oh Geez... How about this is the worst possible time that someone could choose to get abck at me? Yeah... i'm thinking someone seriously has a problem with me... Which, granted, is not a hard thing to do, but geez! Must you get my friends involved? Just... splatter my brains on the sidewalk, will ya? No need to get everyone so pissed off at me, though I must admit that it is a rather excellent psychological ploy to get me off-balanced... Now, what the hell was everyone saying about me being paranoid? I think I'm perfectly sane, as this incident proves. Someone is out to get me.

Man oh man... If it isn't an omen, I have no idea what is... I jsut spilled some water, and my mom yelled at me, then said, "If that's how your whole day goes, you're in trouble. Batting zero." I'm kind of scared at the moment. No... Let me put it this way. I'm very scared. I don't want to lose frineds, and I think this is the best way that someone could do this to me... Granted, I'm not fond of tracy, but who wouldn't be, after they know you for all of an hour, and declare you a brainless ditz. (Yes, I was/am upset with that, and probably will be, until I can seriously see the error of my ways and prove to her jsut how much of a non-brainless ditz I am, so she'll reconsider what she said. Hoenstly, I think it was said out of spite, as she liked Erik, and I was standing in the way, at the time. *shrugs* Alas, the things I shall never learn.) But, I certainly don't hate Erik, I'm jsut a little T'd off, and that's not even that much. I'm over it, basically, and though I'm hurt that he chose to do what he did, I'm certainly not pissed off anymore. I guess that thought process I said would take a week or so, took much less time. Yep... So, I guess that whole "talk" I was planning, over the kiss comments, is going to be put on hte back burner, because now this has reared it's ugly head. Yippee. As if I didn't have enough problems.

as for my comments of yesterday, Brennan, I was merely lashing out at the world, as I was mad at everyone and everything, and... though no one did anything truly horrible, I perceived it as such, and as I have one of the worst tempers you can imagine, i exploded. There's the simplest explanation I can give, as well as the most truthful. *shrugs* Shoot me. And at this moment, I'm debating being half-serious.

Yowch... All I can sya is... Yowch. However this turns out, I'm going to have people angry at me and I'm going to have people on my side... This is a lose-lose situation, and if you know my email and all my facts, then you surely msut know where this blogger is. So, here's my message to you, imposter:

You may have won this battle, but I have not yet begun to get up and over it... I will not be conquered by the likes of you, nor anyone else, for that matter. You will not win.