When you get told that someone is putting their foot down because their friends tell them they have to, On you, it's kinda annoying.

I think this whole week has been on the scale of annoying to... downright depressing.

I never back down. I NEVER run from a fight. I hate hate hate hate hate letting others get the best of me.

So why am I starting now? Because I am the only one who can possibly get hurt from this. Even if I win, I lose. So... why -would- I start? Mmm.. Because I want to hang with people I like? Because it's a person's I like's birthday?? Because I was invited and would like to go??

I'm just... i don't know. Disgusted with myself for letting people get the best of me, disgusted with people for hating without any reason, pissed because I gave someone a reason, and angry because there's nothing I can do.

I have decided that that is the most random post in a while. Jenny, thanks for your comments this afternoon, they were most humorous and... appreciated. *Grins* I love you, girly, don't ever doubt it. haha

I can't wait til summer. I just can't. For multiple reasons, but one being... heat. I am so sick of the cold. I don't want like... 90 and humid, but 80 wth a breeze would be good... even 70 with a little breeze would be great. I jsut want to walk around without a wool coat or down vest on. Though I must admit, I am in serious LUST with my down vest. NEED it. haha

I have been reading textbooks for a soild 3 hours.
I figure I'll start again after I'm done writing this, procrastinating, you know, the usual. I'll stop when i get tired, head to sleep, and be up early to study with Jennay tomorrow! Wheee for waffles!!! haha

I hate nighttime. It's like... depression city.

It's times like this when I kinda miss having a boy. For some reason they can always make you feel better. Mmm... Funny how that works.
But don't get me wrong, it is nice being single.

I don't know why you're annoyed with me. I don't know why you're so distant. I mena, what could I have done? I'm sorry he's gone. I really am. I'm sorry I can't hang out with you two, make the perfect double-date. Whatever. But can you please stop being so oppositional to me and everyhting I am? It hurts, hun. And I'm trying so hard not to let it get to me, but it is. Everyhting is finally coming back together and you're just... not. What is wrong? What can i do? Anything?

God, I swaer I almost fell into D-cubed tonight.

Everything's good, really. I have nothing to complain about. Well, maybe a little, but not really worth even typing out. LoL

There's 6 dollars on my desk. I think I may pick it up and use it for coffee tomorrow morning. Sound good? How can you never eat leftovers? I don't understand.

Rules. There are no rules. Only guidelines. Don't ever expect me to play by the rules... -Hope- I play by the rules. Though I tend to get predictable so that you think you know what I'll say and do. Blah. I'm tired.

I made faces out of Kate's number and symbol cutouts, and taped them to my walls. They're REALLY silly. haha I love them.

PS. Where are you both? Come back!!! LoL