When you get told that someone is putting their foot down because their friends tell them they have to, On you, it's kinda annoying.

I think this whole week has been on the scale of annoying to... downright depressing.

I never back down. I NEVER run from a fight. I hate hate hate hate hate letting others get the best of me.

So why am I starting now? Because I am the only one who can possibly get hurt from this. Even if I win, I lose. So... why -would- I start? Mmm.. Because I want to hang with people I like? Because it's a person's I like's birthday?? Because I was invited and would like to go??

I'm just... i don't know. Disgusted with myself for letting people get the best of me, disgusted with people for hating without any reason, pissed because I gave someone a reason, and angry because there's nothing I can do.