Thursday, February 13, 2003

Greenday... Ya know, I used to like that band, way back when I was in like, the 4th grade. But now... now I'm finally getting back into it. Right now, listneing to "she", I can't help but wonder why I ever got pulled away... Anyway, you guys would all laugh your frieking asses off (much like I did when I was told), at how two 50 year-old's are trying to set me up with some guy... It's pathetic!!! Lmao. And horribly funny at the same time, in a sick, pathetic, hi8larious kind of way. I need to go to Emerald Square Mall to get jeans, but I can't seem to get my ass moving to go. Dammit! I want company! LoL... This could be very bad... Very bad, indeed.

Yep, talk about changing subjects... *grins* I am the queen of subject changes! LoL Anyway, i did my good Samaritan deed for the day in bringing Jeremy home. I don't think he realizes jsut how much I actually like his company. He's a cool kid. Of course, so are Mike and Corey. Cool to hang around with, but in a very platonic way. Keeping it on the down-low. I wrote in here yesterday, but I guess my da deleted it before I could save it... Damn him! LoL

I now work on Fridays too, so you'd best beleive I'm giving up one of my shifts at Elmhurst. Of course, I'm moving to Waterman Lake anyway, so... *shrugs* I'm gonna miss my people so much. Unbelievable amount. I can't even imagine not seeing Molly and Ms. Irene and all them... I even got to Madeline, so now she doesn't scream at me every five seconds. *shrugs* I dunno. I hate the thought of leaving, but the drive down and back is killing my gas money.

Right... I think the reason I am not making an effort any longer, is cause I'm scared out of my mind. I mean, I will get in trouble if I hang out with him a lot. I know I will. I'm an easily swayed person. I much prefer jsut watching him and laughing over the stuff he does. Granted, I love being the center of attention, but I like to stay on the outside and watch, too... Maybe I'm jsut a friek. LoL Well duh! We knew that, right?! ehhe