Monday, October 13, 2003

Now, I was lying on the floor with my dog the other day, jsut relaxing with my head on her shoulder, her passed out, when I thought of this particular elusive thought: Are choices merely your subconscious forcing your conscious mind to work in a particular way?

Now really... If you're at ease with a situation, you reflect it in the way you move, speak, listen, and even sit- you jsut act at-ease. But, when you're unsure of yourself, even if you hide it real well, you still don't know how to act and whatnot.

Anyway... If you think something isn't going to work out, or even if you have the littlest of doubts about something, now you're looking for the crack, for the glitch in the system, and by looking, you're almost guaranteed to find something. So, if choices are made, maybe luck is subconscious, too... Like, good luck means that you're subconscious is looking for the good in things, whereas bad luck is when you're looking for the worst thing to happen, so of course, you're going to find it if you're looking for it. Both ways.

YAY! FIREWORKS! GOOD LUCK TO ME!!!!!