Friday, December 10, 2004

Ever have that feeling where everything is so sad, becuase you never did half of what you should have? It's kind of what I feel like when I read through my yearbook comments and everything. Half the people I didn't like, I didn't know, and the other half, didn't know me. And that was the problem. I'm really quite sad that it took me this long to grow up and get some sense of self.

I was looking through all the notes people left me, and I was really sad when I noticed that the people who I absolutely used to -love- hanging around with, becuase they were funny, or jsut plain weird, I don't hang around with, and the one person who I thought was the biggest idiot ever, I turn out to love like a bro. A retarded, know-it-all, Pain-in-my-ass, I-will-never-be-there-for-you, bro, but one nonetheless. One whom, I'm sad to say, I think I'm outgrowing. More on that in the SB. But honestly, I wish I'd known Dubey better in HS, and I wish I had more confidence in myself, then and now, LoL

Anyway... It jsut made me sad, and it made me remember all the people who died, and all the things that I loved and hated about it, and... well, jsut plain nostalgia, I guess.