The drama is pretty much over now, with a few exceptions, mainly that people have a rela hard time believing me when I say that Valentine's Day is no big deal to me, either way. Like... I understand it's a Hallmark holiday, and becuase of that, I jsut don't get real excited. Granted, it was kind of a disappointment to get my only flower from the lunch lady, but eh... whatcha gonna do? I'm destined to be the catlady. LoL

I don't understand boys. Can I jsut say that? I mean, okay, here's the deal. I liked this kid Scott, more as a friend than anything else, just to begin with, but he was like, Hey.. .I don't want a girlfriend, so I shrugged it off, since I had already known, and was content to be friends. But now, whereas before he would IM me and we would hang out even a tiny bit, now he will barely look me in hte eye. What is wrong with boys!?

Is it me? Is there some scary Amazon gene showing itself after? I mean, I know I'm not the smallest girl ever made, far from it. But I mean, I'm not totally hideous, and I'm not like... cruel or dumb, it's just... Like, I swear guys are afraid of, or hate me, or something. A blow to my self-confidence.

Just ridiculous. And I jsut wanted to get that down, because it's kinda been bothering me. And I feel like a stalked trying to get him to talkto me again, but maybe I should jsut ask him, go for the completely blunt approach? Ugh... I hate being clueless.