Friday, October 04, 2002

He checked his sins at the confessional door
said: "Hey God, can you hear my roar?
Don't touch me now with your sacred hand
leave it to the color and the ice cream man
You flooded those sinners with the broken sea
and I know it wasn't but it could've been me
Swim swim swim, Boy, as fast as you can
let Noah watch he's your Number One Fan
Where's your love and your kindness now?
Can't you hear me, Man, I'm crying out loud?!
Is your cloud fluffy soft and white?
Don't worry 'bout me, this burning rock is alright
I try to be pure but the poison's so sweet
from the palms of my hands to the soles of my feet
I tie you up in the back of my van
lay by the Red Sea to work on my tan
Next stop, Heaven, take a left turn on right
sex, guns, and drugs turn this day into night
I've lost my way down this winding road
crash and burn bearing the weight of my load
I hitch a ride in his big black car
gonna take me down, Baby, it's not far
Sittin' shotgun I'm feeling heat in my brain
my head if aching me, I'm going insane
He pulls out with a cheap tramp slant
I want to know him but I know that I can't
He buttons down his pants, I'll take a ride on his rocket
shoot me to the moon, put your hand in my pocket
He's burnin' my loins, I feel his fire in mine
he makes me cum 'fore you strike me blind
Cutting myself every time you come near
but it don't hurt me, no you can't have my tears
I was made in your image but your mirror was cracked
you couldn't see me and your bags are packed
I try to see the world from behind your eyes
one day I would've cared, one day before your lies
Leave me to myself with this bread and wine
your body and your blood that I've taken into mine
I've got some fire from the man downstairs
I've thrown away my troubles and I'll throw away my cares
Your book is burning and I'm feeding the flame
I make the cross and I bleed in your name."

I kknow that this poem doesn't really apply to me in the least, being about gay guys and all, but I still like it. It's one of my favorite poems, and It will be on my website shortly. Soon as I get around to it. *grins* Reiny, let me tell you. If you ever read this blogger, this is my newest poem in a collection of 2, so please do know that being put into my blogger means it is one of my absolute favorites. I'm not kidding you! LoL Now... Anyone else who dares to comment negatively about it, keep them off my blogger, because i will rip you apart. *smiles coldly* I'm jsut in that kind of mood... Right, Carolyn? (BTW, sorry about that thing at lunch...)