Yep, so... I was going all good in Math today, had a great old, highest in 7 years average of 96 (Wow!), and then... today... I got my quiz back, whichI knew I'd gotten a very low grade on because I'd only finished 2 of the five questions... And I got a 29!! She gave me 19 points for my name!! I was so excited! lmao. I could cry. In fact, I did. I jsut pulled up the hood on brennan's sweatshirt (Thanks man! It came in awful handy!) and cried my eyes out on my desk... Yeah... I think about it right now and I jsut feel like bawling again. Can someone jsut please give me a hug, and help me out in the math department? I love the subject... You'd think, after years of abuse and screaming fits because I didn't get what I was doing, I would be completely sour on it. Amazingly, I refuse to give up, mostly because I find thatit's a challenge and I simply can't give up on a challenge, but otherwise because I find it interesting and I really would like to get good at it. Oy... whatever. I'm a friek. I know. Shoot me.

Another thing... I'm really depressed right now... Like, emotionally unstable. I really wish people would jsut bugger off and leave me alone most of the time. Like, I love to be around them, and I love to talk, hang, do whatever, with my friends, but afterwards, I can find a million different things I did wrong, and it jsut weighs on me. Leslie once told me about how Matt with apologize for something he thoght he'd done wrong the night before, and I do the exact same thing. People are like," What? You didn't do anything!" But I can understand what he's doing; we think back to what we did the night ebfore, and some things jsut catch me. Then I'll get to thinking about it and be like... OMG... That was so jerkish of me. And even if it wasn't a big deal, it'll weigh on me so that I'll jsut want to shoot myself by the time I see the person to whom I have to apologize to.

I got a enw pair of headphones!! I'm so excited! They're purdy, too... Thanks Mum! I love ya! One less thing to ask for for Christmas. So, yeah... I'm pretty good. I've jsut been real close to tears all day today. In fact, when I think of what someone said to me on the phone today, I could still cry. I'm losing it. LoL I'm losing my mind, and all the marbles that went (Or didn't, most probably) along with it. Anyway... I'm off to go RP. Maybe I can go play my old bad-ass self...

BTW... DIEGO KICKS ASS!!!!! *dances aroudn the room* Diego is the best character on Ice Age! hah! "Touch me and you're dead." Who can't appreciate a line like that? Hah! Sounds familiar, Jeremy? LoL I luv ya, kidder! But really... hands off! hehe