I ask too many questions,
I say too many words.

I am annoying
And pesty
And a pain-in-the-ass.

But oh, dear stranger in the day,
can you not see past this facade?
Can you not see past this realism that is not me,
to the goodness underneath?

Dear Matt,

That post was said in anger. It should ahve been deleted. I'm sorry. The purpose of this blogger is not to hurt people's feelings, it is merely to put down in words what I am feeling at the moment. That is no excuse and should not ahve to be, but please do pardon my behavior.

You hurt me, deeply wounded me, really. And because of some tempermental streak in me, I strike back when I am hurt. I get angry when I get sad, and I hurt others to make them feel the same way I do. There is no excuse, there is no reason; I am still working to smooth over that hateful side of myself. But, if you get nothing else from this post, please hear my apology, if not accept it. I am sorry.

Abby