Thursday, January 23, 2003

Yes... Well, I'm a dipshit, proven once again, for all to know and love. Yep... Shoot me, now. Please. At least then I wouldn't ahve to pull moronic stunts like the one I did awhile ago, then lied about, and now have to face up to. *nods* Oh yeah, you who know, know what I'm tlaking about. And, if it wasn't bad in the first place, when i did it, it's even worse now, when it all came out. And I have only one person to thank for all of this woe. Me. Isn't it jsut horrible when you know you should be shot, and the only person you can blame, is yourself?

Now, I should call someone, possibly two someones, tonight, and beg for ever-loving mercy, because I'm a stupid little itch who gets herself into trouble simply for the sheer joy of getting into trouble.... And then does anything she possibly can, to get herself out of it! Oh yeah, baby... Idiot, idiot, idiot!!!!

Now to anyone out there who wishes to help out with this burden I carry, did you ever think that maybe I am so ashamed of my own stupidity and assanine actions, that I want this left to myself? So that I can possibly learn from it (not that my being wrapped up in my own shame has ever helped before... I still do stupid shyt.), and not do it ever again? So, yes. Let me suffer just a weeeeeeee (okay, so a LOT!!!!) bit more, and possibly, with the slightest bit of luck imaginable, I might learn a bit from this experience...

And for an update. No. i do not have a date for the Junior Prom, which is scheduled for May 9th. Countdown.... 106 days to get a date... *rolls eyes* Idiot, Idiot, idiot...