I'm stuck in a rut, without a way to get out... I seriously need to go see and groom and ride and just ahng out with Ms. Dan. Yet, I can't show my face over there without being expected to do two barns worth of stupid frieking stalls, when I would gladly do four stalls just for the chance to be left in privacy to play with my horse... I really would. Swear to God. But if I even show my face to talk to her, because she's refusing any fucking incoming calls, it'll be, "Oh! Well, you see, we're getting hay today, and well, I need some help with grain, and putting out Scary and Odes, and..." The list goes on, never-ending, never stopping. I'm driving myself and everyone else in my house around me, insane, with all this talk of Dan this and Dan that, and.... Honestly, I -need- to see her. It's a tangible, craving, physical need. Every time I think about it, the Horse craziness comes back, echoing in my ear with ... "C'mon... jsut stop over and go see her..." And yet I know that if I go over, I'll won't stop thinking about it until I've had my fix. *snarls* Damn right I won't do drugs in life... I have enough of an addiction to my fucking HORSE!

Yup, enough whining... Last night, I nearly had Jenn cracking up. We went into Abercrombie and Fitch (Why, I'm not sure, that place is sooo expensive!), and on the way in, I was staring at the grround, and I heard someone say, Hey Abby! I'm like... eh, not for me... Whatever. Then I hear it again, and a tap on my shoulder. I look up and who's staring at me, but Erik Riendeau and his girlfriend... I was like, "oh hey!" And turned to Jenn with a face like, OMG... Get me the hell outta here!! Lmao. I can just see it now. But anyway... Yep, and then we ran into Tim Chilinski, with all his goth friends, and Jenn was like... You -know- these people!?

Overall it was a great night. I bought a shirt for 9 bucks at Abercrombie, which I'm planning on wearing tonight, and a Unicorn calendar at Newbury Comics, which I'm planning on cutting out all the unicorns and tacking them up on my walls... They are jsut sooo gorgeous. Then I bought a few last things at CVS, which I'm going to end up eating in the next few days... Whoop. LoL

And to Leslie. Yes. Matt dearly deserved every syllable written on that page... *shakes head* Oy Vey. Anyway, I still luv ya hun. Wanna go to a cafe tonight? I'll call ya about it.