Oh man... that concert last night was wicked fun... And I realized wha that smell from way back when, is. Weed. No wonder why I'm so fcuked up, huh? LoL I smelled it last night adn was like, "Hmm... smells familiar..." Elise got groped by seom guy who, though he was wicked good-looking in that bad-boy kind of way, was definitely a player. He was funny and all that, but geez... he creeped us out after he kept following us aorund after that. And after she told Richie what happened, he was all wicked protective, LoL. I couldn't help but laugh a bit and jsut watch, per usual.

I saw Alex, the one i met with Leslie at The Ring. He was wicked funny all night! But he is a funny kid, so... It's not unusual, I suppose! hehe Anyway... The concert was frieking insane!! I loved it! ZOX was by far the bext, but Bad Fish, Baddy Larry and Immune were all pretty awesome, too! The first band I didn't really like, but I suppose that was because I was sitlll kinda getting used to it all, and you couldn't even really decipher through their rythms... Like, they weren't bad, but they weren't as good as the others. I jsut didn't like them as much.

ZOX was sooo kick-ass. Like, i know everyone loved Badfish, but I thought ZOX was the real show-stealer. They were jsut soo impressive with the violin and everyhing... Don't think it may have something to do with my love of violin music, huh?... Anyway...

So I'm not trustworthy, huh? That really bugs me. Like, it bugged my when Carly's mum said i was "wild" but geez... Untrustworthy? i know I have faults, quite a few indeed, but I try to be a good kid, as best I can. I never lie to my parents, and I try not to lie to my friends... What more do you people want?!?! That statement really cut me to the core. I don't do drugs, I don't drink, smoke, I don't slack off too bad, and I don't put myself into too many life-threatening situations!! WHAT THE HELL!?!? Why do people get the impression that I'm bad? Is it the way I dress? I'll not change how I dress so that someone can put me into a box of what I'm suppsoed to be like. If you don't know me well enough to realize who or how I am, and still make judgements about me, then you're just a judgemental, hurtful person who I would not want to associate with. I'm sorry, but You know who I'm tlaking about, and I don't care how out of bounds I am, I refuse to give up who i am for some predestined "way" that I'm suppsoed to look/act.

That does not mean I have changed my morals or my own laws of behaving. I am still the good child.