I'm sick. Not tooo bad, but definitely one of those ugs that you're jsut waiting for it to get worse. I can feel it... It's coming. So, I've been sitting home all day, helping out while I can, staying away from my g-rents while they visit, not really letting anyone know I'm sick. And I get this message while I'm wathcing a movie... and all i want to do is scream. Shriek and yell and pound my hands and feet. I want to be so selfish, because surely, isn't that my modus operandi? I don't care about what anyone else wants, I don't care what anyone else needs. It's me first, me first. But honestly, I've been getting better. I've been trying and trying, and I've finally managed to be able to be a more generous person. And you know what? I still want to yell and scream nad kick my hands and feet, and be selfish.

Get the point?