Heh... I wish I was cool. LoL

Lmao... If anyone ever read this, and didn't know how much of a spaz I -really- am, they would think I was merely really moody. LoL But anyway, I'm kinda uncertain right now. I feel like, after seeing all the people at the table today, and how they got along with everyone there, it seemed, but me, I was kinda depressed. It seems like I'm in a slump... I don't want to go back to the old group, because first off, I don't belng there, and second off, we don't like each other, as a rule. But, I can't get into the new group, because I'm a dork who doesn't think at all like them, and don't even know where to start. I think, if I stopped trying to be something they wanted, I would be fine. But it's so much easier said than done. *shakes head* I was I were stronger. LoL Have faith in thyself!!! Yeah, right. Well, I suppose that could be my new motto. Becaue, well, I'll try it on a small scale. Actually, I already have, and it's worked out. me and chris are decent friends... We get along and can talk about so many different things. It's awesome. So, yeah... I can get along with them, but I jsut ahve to relax, and don't be afraid of not being soemthing they want. If they don't like me, well... someone else will. Screw it.

LMAO... I've got to sound so insecure... LoL Well, here's a hint. I AM!!! hehe Well, anyway... I think I'm going to go sit, by myself, and watch TV, on a Friday night... *shakes head* How pathetic can you be? LoL