Whoa... Ever had that feeling where the minutes are ticking by like hours, the seconds like minutes? Then, all of a sudden, something happens and the time is zipping by, until you don't know where it's all gone? Well... I think I'm having a week like that. Christmas was dragging through... Blah... Until Christmas Eve, and then it was like... Phew! Where'd the time go? And then, Christmas Day, I was jsut kind of blah-ing again, enjoying myself, but not really having a ton of fun... then Zooom! At the basiles... It's a weird world. I swear.

Anyway... I have this feeling like soemthing bad's going to happen. Maybe I'm just hungry. I don't think so. maybe. Eh... no. I dunno. Maybe I'm sick? Nahh.. nothing but my stomache's acting up. The hell... What's wrong with me? Oh wait... I know. I've come to the conclusiong that 7/8of the paycheck I made this week is going towards a membership to a YMCA... I'm not sure which one,though... *shrugs* whatever! LoL But, I need to get involved wiht something, whether it be swimming, running, aerobics, whatever! I jsut need to do something... I hate feeling like a slug... And besides, I don't fit into my nice jeans anymore... LoL Great holidays... hehe (Lying, I fit, but jsut barely. But I hate holding my breeath for long periods. Gives my face a bluish kind of tint. Ugh!) I'm going to a barn tomorrow to check out what may become my new project, which would save me from having to go to the Y... Riding in echange for stalls. Hell... I used to love doing stalls in the summer... I hate the cold, but hey... riding? Hmm... Free riding? LoL And I was in such good shape then... granted, clean ten stalls, ride 2 horses, then walk a mile to work my ass off some more? No shyt I was in good shape! Lol That was one thing Clarissa was good for... Keeping my butt in shape... hehe

LMAO... The good old days. I can't wait till track starts up. Then someone will make me work... I wonder why no one realizes this... I really do want to be muscular and all that jazz, I mean GOD!!! Why do you think that, with even a hint of authority in your voice, I'm up and running? Geez Louise!!!

Anyway... Enough of me whinign about how fat I am... LoL I'm gonna have fun tomorrow!! YEEEAH!