God... I give up. I'm going to be a bum. I'm not going to college, I'm dropping out of high school, and really... I give up. I suck at life.

I'm so afraid... And when I'm put into a corner, I never know what I want to do, I jsut know that my back's to the wall, so I stirke out any which way. I can't even say what I'm so afraid of, because it's so scary to me, and I don't think it should be, and it's really really dumb, and geez... I'm cracking up.