Well, as I said to Naomi, you know you're a geek when you cry about an internet chatroom closing. Well, hello. I must be the Queen of frieking Geeks. LoL You know, before I had a life, I used to do this RP thing, you don't know, write a pragraph and interact with others through extremely descriptive posts about where your characters are, what they look like, how they act, etc.. And now, when things ge really bad, I now realize that whenever things ahve gotten to the point where all I wanted to do was lay around and sulk, I would go online, pick a fight, kill off a character, and feel so much better, jsut by working off some energy and pumping some adrenaline.
And now, they're closing it. And I'm sure I can deal, but I htink it may take some adjustment, find another outlet. Maybe I'll write some mjore stories. I blame Drouin for me stopping, by the way. She really kinked up my creative juices by telling me I couldn't write a correct sentence. I haven't been able to write, since. But, not only for that reason am I quite distraught about the closing of MT, but also about a few friends whom I never speak to, except through that, who I will desperately miss. Matt, Aelis, Naomi. The old crew. *shakes head* Oh man... Queen of Geeks.
Oh man, I really missed Matt. I spoke to him the other night, and I realized just how much I missed him. *sadness* Well, maybe someday... *shrugs* whatever.