I really am not sure I like being home. See, on one hand, it's really nice to see the rents and whatnot, but honestly, and we all know I'm honest if nothing else, I hate having to clean my room every day, I -really- hate that everyone goes to be at 10 around this place, and I absolutely hate the fact that I don't always ahve someone around to keep me occupied- Kate, Kevin, Dave, Kourt, etc. This bugs me to no end. I call up my frineds around here, and it's like... Oh wait, what friends? LoL I think I have all of 5 who I can call up on a whim and be like, So... You wanna hang out? WTF! I am really not sure how much I'm giong to love this being-home-for-summer deal.

I think, believe it or not, and this will tell you how desperate I really am, that my summer class, ORGANIC CHEMISTRY!!!!, is the only thing keeping me sane. It's giving me an excuse as to why I'm not calling my friends to go out; it's also giving me an excuse as to why, besides lack of anything else to do, I'm going to bed at 11:30, which I have not done in nearly A YEAR!!!

GODDAMMIT!!!

Anyway, on a more, I'm-trying-to-be-cool-about-being-really-really-bored beat, I'm taking karate... Or rather, F.I.G.H.T. ~AKA~ Fierce Israeli Guerilla Hand-to-hand Tactics. *shrugs* It was fun the other night, even though my shoulders are killing me... I am really out of shape. I keep saying I'm going to run, but who doesn't run ?! ME!! hahah No, Tomorrow, I really am going to kick my little arse into gear while I have some time not reserved for Orgo, sleep, food or... yeah, that's about all I do these days... *blink* sad, isn't it? Hmph.

Anyway... I have to run, blah. (Hah.. No pun intended, heh)