Friday, November 11, 2005

OMG... Last night was... bad. Hilarious, but bad. Mainly the aftermath of stupid things I did. LoL The worst part of these bad things being that I don't remember WHAT THEY WERE!!!! Eesh.

And before I got trashed? That was possibly worse than after. Oh man... The things I said. I don't remember any specifics, all I get is a feeling of utter shittiness. Fantastic. Absolfuckinglutely fantastic.

I'm having problems... I don't really miss him, I mean... A month? Who misses someone after a month? But every once in a while, I get these urges to just... go see him, talk to him, bug him, whatever. And when I try to resist, it gets nasty- I have no willpower. At all.

But most of the time, like now, it's like something that I can jsut float on by and be like... Meh. I'm going out to dinner with my dad, Yay! No pissiness for the next hour, at least! LoL

Kate, you missed out... We're going to the Mews/Muse/howeveryouspellit... hahah MUAH!