Onward and upward, right?? Right.

I seem to have missed a huge piece of New Years tradition- the New Years Resolution. I am going to model it after something that a good advice-giver/great friend told me. You know who you are, so smile and take pride that I am actively listening and trying to follow your advice- It's only happened maybe twice in the past 19.6 years.

My New Year's Resolution is to... Make up my mind.

Now, I'm sure most of you, if you're reading this, have read the past 3 short, angry, and quite bitter posts, and can get a gist if not a total knowledge of what's happened. This resolution is about that, as well as anything else that I may be trying to do or end, and are afraid of doing so.

In long, when I make a decision, I am not going to be wishy-washy. I am not going to ponder about whether I did the right thing, I'm going to do what I usually do with things of lesser value; barrel right through because I know I've done my best and made the absolutely best decision I can make. I'm going to make up my mind.

Kate, you are not off the hook. You even think I'm going to cave, you best call John or someone else in the area to give me a swift kick in the ass.