Okay... I got a huge discussion with Matt last night, and... Well, I'm not sure whether I want to thank him, or hurt him. Maybe a bit of both. Thank him for saying something that needed to be said, hurt him because a lot of this wouldn't have happened if a few key moments had perhaps gone differently- or at all, for that matter. But, whatever. I've got it now.

And I jsut want to make it very clear... I have obviously been acting crazy lately. Not my good, jump up and down and yell like an 8-year-old, crazy, but... bitchy, vicious, cruel, crazy. To a lot of people. And... I'm sorry. I've been so torn up inside, I haven't been able to see beyond my pain to how much I was hurting them. And I obviously needed a good slap to snap out of it. I'd like to think I'm snapped now.

I received a great lecture on how No means No... Which might have been appropriate a month and a half ago, but has no bearing on anything right now.

My conclusion? I understand how people get thrown in jail for crimes they didn't commit, all because circumstantial evidence added up. Mmm.. It's a great thing. I'm beginning to appreciate lawyers more... Or at least people who ask you straight up before telling everyone some misconstrued fucking story.

Angry? A little. I'm being pariahed for something I didn't do. You're ridiculous, if you think I would -ever- do that. Damned ridiculous. And you who believe it? Geez... I'm not sure whether I'm more angry or disgusted. You're more retarded than the person telling the story. *rolls eyes* Stupid people really annoy me.