Sometimes, I wonder if you're delusional. Or maybe just... I don't know, an asshole. But I've come to the conclusion that you're uninformed and careless.

So, here's all I'm going to say. I'm over it. You're happy, I'm happy, we're both happy with our situations. Just quit -causing- drama, in making OUR friends decide between us, and everything will be cool. I promise I won't bite, claw, maim, or in other words be the cause of harm to Miss Alli(sp?), unless provoked- by either of you.

I went RIDING!!! it was sooooo much fun! I got to ride this rpetty little mare named Breeze, who just... bobbled along the trails happy as a clam, and I can't wait to explore. haha Today I'm heading down in about... 20 minutes to hop on Pat, the black devil. I'm sure we're going to have LOTS of fun.

the best news, though totally irrelevant, is that he's building extra stalls and... *Blink, sideways look, Blink* Maybe I can bring a pony. Now, Crystal, if you're reading this, are you thinking what I'm thinking? After the terror subsides, I'm sure you know what I'm talking about... Mwuahaha!!

Andrew!! I'm so excited about your new guitar!! I can't wait to hear it, I hope you're bringing it back down to the dorms, and if not, then I may have to find my way back through Portsmouth to hear you play it! haha Wouldn't that be hilarious? Lol I'm sure I could make it, though... Just may take me a qhile

Last night was... interesting. Me and Linds got blown off by a couple of idiots, sorry Linds... And ended up down in Narragansett, stopping first at my place to chill with Dave, Kev, another Dave, Kris P, Em, and Kate. It was funny just chilling with them as they played Monopoly. I think kate's still wary around me, but I honestly can't blame her. She's seen my temper and knows my fickle moods better than most anyone. I jsut don't think she realizes I've hit my plateau. I'm good. truly. The dave kid was cuteish, I wish I could've seen how tall he was- I'm figuring not tall enough, but.. Meh, it could happen, right?

Then we headed to Josh's, where I found myself called, "Budnick! Get up here!!" and gaped at and laughed about in surprise when I showed up instead, haha There, we hung with Josh, James, Beth, and Biggs, who were all jsut chilling out watching TV, waiting for Matt to show up to escort them to a party. haha Which, by the way, I was not allowed to go to. Permission DENIED. LoL though I will note for posterity that it was fine by me. I wouldn't have asked if I hadn't been prepared to hear a negative answer. (Expecting it, more likely. haha)

I wish Linds had had more fun, but she was just not feeling right, so... who really wants to be fun and cool when you're jsut not feeling like yourself? I know I would rather just... stay home and sleep, probably. LoL

You guys are so cute, I don't know how to thank you enough. Beth, it was so good to see you- lunch date, you, me, food! YEAH!!! James, you are the Bomb! LoL And Biggs, waht more can I say? You ARE the big spoon. hahah

Dude, just don't ask them to choose. I'm cool. And if there comes a time when I'm not, I know where the door is. But asking our friends to choose between us? Definitely not cool. Chill out, will ya?

Alright, I'm off to the BARRRRRRRN! Gonna get my ass kicked by a pretty-prancing ponnnnnyyy!! SWEET! haha MUAH to you all. haha