Ya know what? It feels good to have my feet back on level ground. Real good. I don't know what did it. I think R-Matt had a lot to do with it, pounding into my head that I've been behaving atrociously; I think he was the one who really brought me out of this really bad cycle I'd slipped into. Thanks. Though I will probably never speak to him except when absoltly necessary, I'll give him credit for being the catalyst.

And I really need to thank all my friends for their support and love.. You know who you are. Thank you roomies for dealing with my BS and just... not killing me. *Grins* I can't wait to figure out how I'm going to thank you... hehe