Silent Screaming. Have you ever thought about it? I mean, do you know what it is? I' sure you do. It encompasses everything, everyone. On a personal level, it's when things go wrong and we stew, or brush it off, or quietly head to our rooms and cry so that no one can hear or see. There are many different levels, but because I'm feeling narcissistic, I'm sticking with that one. Get me on the global someday, will ya? (PS. Can we say dyslexic? Blogal. That was #2, I got it right on #3).
It's been a day that went from bad to worse. I woke up at 11:43 and realized that I was supposed to meet my mom in Warwick at 9:30 - ya know, 2 hours earlier. So then I drove home, which was precisely what I'd been avoiding and made the 9:30 arrangement for, and did what I had to do.
In short, it's jsut gone from bad to worse. And it's nothing real huge. Well.. .there's 2 HUGE things, but what can you do about real huge things except deal with them? It's always the smaller, just plain annoying little things that -really- tick you off when you're stressed about the HUGE things. Like the garbage overflowing when all I want to do is stick two jelly sandwiches in. Then getting my hands all full of spaghetti sauce (and we all should know how fussy I am about my hands... Icky-sticky-picky?? BAD!!!)that's prolly at least a couple days old when I try to push down hte garbage to close the bag. Or.... I oculd go on, but you get the gist.
Boys still suck, meaning that why are you all such tools? What do you CARE?! WHY do you care? If I'm a psycho, then so be it. But if I'm not, then why are you listening to idiots and assholes who say I am?? And if I've been a psycho, it's only because I've been reacting to psychotic/hateful behavior inflicted upon me. I really just don't get it. I guess maybe because I've always tried to form my own opinion- I ask for advice, I listen, I ponder, but I generally try to do it how I think is best. But if I experience one thing and hear another, I'm going to go with experience, because... maybe who I'm hearing it from is biased, or on that particular day the person was in a bad mood, or.. Whatever. Just make up your own mind, will ya? I think this is going to go down as a criteria for "stupidity" in my opinion.
In short,
I blame it on the rain.