Sitting in the house depresses me like nothing else; I think it's possibly not even the mono entirely that's keeping me down. I am sick, I can feel it. But I think that this sickness is getting to my head. I'm so disgusted with not being able to do what I want when I want, that I'm doing nothing, ever. But this will stop. Mebbe. LoL I'm going riding tomorrow, then I'm going to try to force myself into something social, then... Ugh... I don't know. This is getting really bad.

How do you know it's bad? When you tell your friends NOT to hang out with you because you are not fit for company. hahah Wooooonderful!

Due to these constraints, I have resigned myself to the fact that I will NOT be getting my dream car this summer, but will instead, be getting another junker. Frieking A, YES!!! I can't wait!!! I think this is the response my mom is waiting for. In vain.

I refuse to let boys come between Linds and I. Mono? Yes. Boys? No. hahaha You're right, this summer was supposed to be awesome and here we are... But at least this partnership is 1/2 awesome, right??? LoL

I want my wit, my brain, my humor, me, back. Mom says i am in remarkably good humor for someone who falls asleep every couple of hours, but... I would much rather just not fall asleep and have ALL my humor back... haha Tough bargaining, right??

Meh. Tomorrow. Tomorrow I will be better. I am determined. Right after bloodwork and riding... and no food... My stomache feels sick already at this thought. No food???? How will I SURVIVE!!??? hahah Night, all.