Relationships are seen everywhere, everyday, between everything and everyone; between humans and nature, man and animal, woman and child, humans with themselves. Although in the same hand, one must consider the absence of relationship, utter loneliness. The effects of each kind of relationship, or lack thereof, is to be poked and prodded, pulled at and pushed, to see the underlying effects it might have on the individuals.

Wow... A decent start to a rapidly downhill essay. Can we say horrible? I hate essays. I'll draw you a story of my imagination, loving it the whole time. Ask me to write an essay, or ask me to write, period, and I'll fight you fang, tooth, and claw the whole way. Now you kow why me and English have enver really gotten along. I write decently, but really... I've never put an ounce of effort into anyhting, and well, Im sure that if I did, I would get a helluva lot ebtter grades. Whereas Jeremy doesn't have to put any effort and can write flawlessly, making english teachers think he puts effort into their work, I need to put effort and don't, thereby giving jsut enough of a scent to entice an overbearing teacher, making them yearn to see me write at my full potential. *rolls eyes* I really should jsut try to write and see what happens. Who knows? It may someday be worth seomthing? LoL

Thank you for the comment Littler Bitter Man, and let me say, I lvoe your blogger. I make it a point to check out one random blogger a day, and usually, they turn out to be utter crap, boring whinings of an overimaginative soul without an outlet. With that said, I found your warning to be enticing... can't wait to read more. I'm very sorry I had to make you look in at my life this time of strife, but hopefully, you will not think it is as such perpetually, usually the days are more exciting, including me falling off my horse, getting laughed at in public squares, or generally making a fool of myself and writing all about it so if one such as yourself should be having not such a great day and just happens upon it, well... I've made it better! At my own expense, maybe, but still made it better!

Anyway... I went riding today, had my foot crunched by the stubborn ass (horse actually!) named Major, whom I'm suppsoed to be riding and exercising adn training for the show coming up in a few weeks... I used to like riding that horse? Was I crazy? Maybe it was me... Probably. God knows soemtimes I amaze myself with the sheer stupidityof my actions... And why the hell am I writing like a Victorian-era novel? All elaborate with big goofy words that no one who reads this will ever udnerstand!?! Nevermind me... On a good day, I can barely udnerstnad. Now if I should go back and read this entry on a bad day... What the hell would I think? Hello? duh? What was I writing about? Oh yeah... something about that Horse... And uh... what was that word, "enticing", again? LoL Just kidding.

Anyway... I stayed after for Math, ended up getting my homework done before Mosher came in, joking around with come really cute freshman kid without a brain in his head, (I got to play off my blonde act!! YEAH!) and scare the hell out of christine by jumping out at her when hse came around the corner. Now seriously, how much fun can you have in one afternoon!?

Okies... Gtg. I'm dead tired.

But first, the idiot episode of the day: Got so frustrated in math, I ended up cryin my eyes out for about five minutes- jsut enogh time to have everyone in math ask me what was wrong, me reply that nothing was wrong, while it was very clear that somethign was wrong, walk down the hallway getting weird look and Christine and Seth watcing my abck the whole way, and head into BioTech and have Chris ask me what was wrong, bringing attention to me from the school nurse who proceeded to ask me whether I wanted to lay down or jsut go home... if I was smart, I would've said yes to either, but I was stupid, perusual, and decided to tuff it out. *finger fun to head* Bang. Duh? LoL