So... Has anyone ever had something creep up on them because of a scent, or sight, or something that reminds you of it? Well, Buns did it to me. Lmao Yes... Bread rolls.

I remembered theses particular rolls from an old job, and from there it went on to Mrs Glick, Molly, and madeline... And wow. I miss them so much... But I don't think I can ever go back, simply ebcause I'm afraid of what I'll encounter... I know Molly was diabetic, and after last time, I don't think I could handle it if anyhting ahd happened to either her or Madeline... Oh man. Madeline. What a great old girl. I loved her; she was someone you could talk to, and joke around with, and I don't know... The fact that I knew she liked me back, even though she pretended to hate me, was great. Anyway, I remembered that all because of those rolls... And I was in a bit of pain from what happened alst time. I'd have to say that that time with Mrs. Glick had traumatized me... Who knew she had Alzheimer's?

And... I remember today speaking about, to Jeremy and SB, how people, if you look at them in a different mindset, can be beautiful no matter what they really look like. And it seemed to utterly cool that I could turn somebody who would hold no appeal over me, into someone beautiful, just wiht a different mindset... But i guess the mindset is the hard part... Well, maybe I'm jsut really tired... But I hav eot get up at 5 tomorrow, so... I'll ttyl!