Wow... You can tell it's late and I'm tired. I'm actually thinking about some stuff. How weird, right? I'm thinking how pleased I am that I was invited to not one, but -two- New Years Eve parties this year, and also, how happy I am to be loved and to have friends this time of year.

I was invited to Katie's which was basically a given, since me and her are actually pretty decent friends- well, maybe a bit more than that, but why mess with somehting that works? I was actually pretty hurt when her mother insinuated I was a boozehound, but really, I swear that some people are hurtful jsut to be hurtful. And beyond that, I have something I need to bring up with katie herself... Why does she need to tell me these things her mother says? She knows they hurt me, even though I try to put off they don't. *sad little smile* Maybe she really doesn't realize?

Anyway... So, when Carly invited me tonight and asked me to go to hers, I was so shocked, I forgot that I was already going to one, and immediately said yes... So, I remembered, and told her I'd go for a little while, then head to Katie's... Good trick, considering I'm working until 10. I'll figure something out, I always do. But, thank you Carly, I mean it. I miss you guys sometimes... Beleive it or not, I really do.

Oh man... I jsut got a temper on Matt, and I really didn't eman to. But, without even a Hello, Just, "Do you know where katie is?" I kind of lost it for a minute... And by then, I was too far gone to back down. Stupid girl. I hope he reads this, it says what I cannot say, becuase it's not me.

On a more pleasant note: The Mystic was fun! I loved the Sea Lion show and the beluga whales and everything else, but I felt kind of bad for the two sharks they had all cooped up in a tank. They didn't even have any pretty coral or anyhting,jsut cold steel holding them in, with windows for people to poke at them through... *shrugs* It made me sad. But, the Rays, matas and stings, were awesome. I got addicted to the Ray petting pool, LoL Spent like, 1/2 an hour petting the rays, heh! I'm such a child.