Yeah... Nice horse, I suck at life, i have no friends. *smirk* My new rhyme. My new motto. heh

I'm hiding out, if anyone hasn't caught on. I haven't really done anything with anyone, and surprisiingly enough, when I actually think that I want to get off my butt, get out from in front of the TV or the book I'm reading, I call up someone and decide that no... I really don't want anything to do with anyone.

I want to have friends, but honestly, I jsut don't feel like being a friend. I don't want to be friendly, LoL If that makes sense. I always blame it on winter, but really, I wonder if it's just... something. I don't even know what to call it. At times, i wonder why I even wake up in the morning, LoL No, I'm not saying I'm suicidal, jsut... not feeling like I want to be a person these days.

I hurt. Ouch. Inside and out. Shoot me. I'm a dope. Granted, I'm dumb, so I shouldn't know that I'm hurting, but hey... Even animals know when they break their leg. Gee, thanks everyone, for giving me so much damned credit. Really, maybe you should jsut stake me to a cross, since I obviously am so stupid that I can't handle day to day life. *snarl* Jeremy, sometimes I think you're an angel. At the same time that you infuriate me with your common sense and logic, you make me laugh and want to jsut invite you to a New Year's Party. *smile* Even so, don't think I like you! *grin, wink*