Not to be melodramatic or anyhting, but this could possibly be one of the worst days of my life. I probably won't remember it in 2 weeks, but it seemed life-threatening today... Still does, really. So, i woke up, took a shower, and pondered the AP Calc exam I was to have at 8 am... No Big.

Then, my mom got up and started yelling at me for wearing my headphones, which I was using to listen to some music to keep cool. And it went downhill from there. All thw ay to school, which mom had my car for, may I add, she yelled at me for various things, most of which I couldn't help at that previous moment, so by hte time I got to school I was angry, nervous, and so shaky from being wound up, I was ready to scream at anything.

Got into homeroom and was okay... Dealing. Then Ms. D came down the ahllway, and started telling me about how the team sucks and we're gonna ahve hell for practice today, and oh yeah, I have to be at the meet on Saturday, and we have practice tomorrow, yah dee fucking dah. So... I just kind of... sank to the floor in front of her, and hid my face in my knees. AP Calculus, and she understood and left me alone, at which point Nick walked by and jsut stared at me for a moment. Whatever...

So, I get into Calc right after homeroom, and right away, I look around... No calculator. I just break down and start crying... And sure enough, Corey looks over and makes it known to the whole room, which jsut makes it so much worse, and I started bawling. Mosher threw everyone out and told me that I need to take a break from work, which is killing my schedule. I need to have fun the last weeks of Senior Year, and work is not helping me. So... She's right. I've had to kill soemthing from my life, or I'm going to burn out. Well... today wa sburn out day. Anyway... the exam wasn't half so bad... I failed.

So, I go home after the chem period, where he gave us a practice AP exam. (Talk about day from hell, right?) I get there and zonk out on the couch. My mom gets home and immediately starts screaming, and I'm jsut like.. I need to go to practice, so... she has to go to court for bro, and drops me off at 2:15 for a 3:00 practice. Woot! I have a blanket, bag of food, book, and sweatshirt. So, I curled up in a ball and fell asleep until 3. LoL And practice was hell, and my throat constricted and I nearly blacked out. So... No more practice... heh And now I'm off to Senior Play. Buy your tickets off me!!! heh Luv ya!