Yeah... Well, as for being depressed? I kicked that fast... did you really have any doubts? No? I did. I knew how it has been in the past... Always pretending to be happy, but everone and yourself knows how crazy sad you are- transparent as me? It's not hard to tell. But... I have a new distraction, and though it still kind of comes up with certain actions, I'm pretty much cool.

My new distraction? Oooh... Well, let me tell you. Gladly. There are no trust issues, becuase as far as I can tell, he's looking for someone to joke around with and just... be friends with benefits. Which works for me... I'm still feeling wicked paranoid.

His name is Felix... Like the cat! And let me tell you... Oh, dear Lord, he's enough to make any category of "hott like whoa!" About 6', WICKED built, Dominican, with this sexy spanish accent, and all the good stuff. Good times with Beth and him and Luis, his cousin/roommate. Luis is dead sexy, too; 6'3", slender but muscular, and with an accent, too!! And he speaks Japanese! How cool is that!?

Anyway... It's been fun stalking them both with Beth... LoL Running through the boiler room becuase it's frelling hot!! funny shit... and jumping over the creepy holes in the floors! lmao

So, how're those poolsticks?
Luis speaking spanish with Felix,
Felix looking at him, then me, "Are you sleeping over tonihgt?" LMMFAO!!

Wicked funny... And yes, I have slept over their dorm... Actually, the first night I met them... heh! In the extra bed, of course!!